Problems are no longer problems if you've set a date.

[TheOneFreeDude]

Are you drowning in debt? You're just going to kill yourself, why bother?
Are you a total failure in pretty much every field a human being can fail? You're opting out, why care?
With a set date, nothing else matters. Peace approaches and everything loses meaning.
I'll jump from the tallest building I can find in January, so all problems just melt away.

 

[KillingPain267]

Wise words indeed. For me, I just don't have a good method yet. I wish I could just do harikiri boldly. I'm already a shame to my people. I wish society would actually give an option to end it fast instead of judging someone like me as a failure and looking down on me, and then blaming me if I use toxic coping methods like drugs when I just want a break from the shame. Sort of like when they marooned seamen on an island they at least had the decency to give him a loaded pistol.

 

[undecidedfool]

I relate to this a lot. Unfortunately I've done this in the past too, where I stopped caring about my problems then chickened out of ctb, leaving bigger problems than what I started with.
That's why this time around I'm carrying on as if everything is fine until my last day. It's an honestly miserable tactic, but it'll at least help if I pussy out or, God forbid, manage to fail at shooting myself.

 

[TheHolySword]

Still have to wake up every day until then.

 

[foreverlanguish]

It's nice having a date, makes me feel excited and def nervous. It's setting a date to me that makes me realize that soon all my shit will be over. None of it matters anymore. It'll just be another meaningless thing in the past.

 

[turnaround]

Having my date has a sense of freedom.

When your mind, your soul, your heart is already dead, you just need finish the body.

I'm all those things you've mentioned and more. I'll be homeless, I have to give my cat away, my only person, my career is ruined and I'm too old to start over. Don't even get me started on my mind. It's a rotten mess, all the wires are corroded.

Choosing a date has power.
I have two ctb methods, my last dance is to jump off my balcony. I'll do it in the middle of the night on Saturday if my attempt doesn't work tomorrow.

 

[Unknown21]

I'm probably gonna attempt next Thursday and feel exactly the same.

Fuck everything now.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

This would be nice for me if I could opt out

 

[pointblank]

Are you drowning in debt? You're just going to kill yourself, why bother?
Are you a total failure in pretty much every field a human being can fail? You're opting out, why care?
With a set date, nothing else matters. Peace approaches and everything loses meaning.
I'll jump from the tallest building I can find in January, so all problems just melt away.

Facts, and facts.

 

[Forveleth]

It's fun until you get up there and can not make yourself jump. Then you are stuck facing life you have made even worse for yourself. I had this attitude once. I went from being responsible and healthy to losing a good bit of savings and getting fat because I thought "fuck it, I'm going to die anyway". That was six months ago and I regret having that attitude. Now, my philosophy is to just keep living day to day as normal until my last.

 

[FuneralCry]

The fact that there are no disadvantages to not existing is certainly why it personally appeals to me, I only hope to never suffer ever again, all I wish for is to be permanently unconscious with this cruel, futile existence finally all forgotten about, ceasing to exist truly would solve everything for me, I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for.

 

[LukaParrot]

I think it's import to have a date, maybe because i'm very methodical.

In my determined timespan, i'm allowing myself to do whatever i want (that not affect anyone, sure), for me, it's a relief and moment to "enjoying" what's left from my oldself. Helps to clear and calm my mind a little.

When the time comes and i give up, no shame, it's my life.

 

[sla_porra22]

Are you drowning in debt? You're just going to kill yourself, why bother?
Are you a total failure in pretty much every field a human being can fail? You're opting out, why care?
With a set date, nothing else matters. Peace approaches and everything loses meaning.
I'll jump from the tallest building I can find in January, so all problems just melt away.

The only thing I'm missing is a method. I wish I could have easy access to firearms or extremely tall buildings. I've had this thought for a while now.