Problem with a short neck for partial hanging

[hatosan]

So I've been reading about partial hanging and maybe the full one . I already now how to practice , where is carotid artery location and and using rope of 12 mm nylon . But they said you need to tie above my adam apple , but my adam apple almost near below my chin because my neck is so short like in the picture , where I put my finger is my adam apple . I'm not practicing yet , still waiting for my rope to come , I want to CTB before 15 march this month , so I want all the information as much as I can .

Another question is I overweight , I weight around 100kg to 110kg , is this going to be problem for partial hanging ?

For fully hanging , should I tie the rope directly on top of me or can I attach it to a side of something ?

Sorry for broken english , and please help me before the date , thank you !

 

[Worndown]

The neck does not like to be squeezed regardless the size.
The anchor might be the important question.

 

[hatosan]

The neck does not like to be squeezed regardless the size.
The anchor might be the important question.

Yeah , I need to do it in my room , so I planning to use this ventilation in my room ( sorry for dirty filter ) , and if it not strong enough , thinking doing it in another room at night .


I read about the windpipe if you put the rope below the adam apple . I don't know thr consequences , but I want to do it successfully ! And doing it on the adam apple seems like going to hurt , but if it make it successful I don't mind a little bit of hurt

Sorry , just being worry wrat , because I just want to do it fast . Thanks for replying !

 

[Worndown]

Some things are worth doing correctly the first time.

 

[m3nhera]

So I've been reading about partial hanging and maybe the full one . I already now how to practice , where is carotid artery location and and using rope of 12 mm nylon . But they said you need to tie above my adam apple , but my adam apple almost near below my chin because my neck is so short like in the picture , where I put my finger is my adam apple . I'm not practicing yet , still waiting for my rope to come , I want to CTB before 15 march this month , so I want all the information as much as I can .

Another question is I overweight , I weight around 100kg to 110kg , is this going to be problem for partial hanging ?

For fully hanging , should I tie the rope directly on top of me or can I attach it to a side of something ?

Sorry for broken english , and please help me before the date , thank you !

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Hey I know people don't really like these kinds of replies in the suicide discussion section, if people get annoyed with me then I'm sorry. And sorry if I'm overstepping, I just feel really sad seeing this. I know here most people want to die, but these pictures make me sad. You look young.(or maybe you just shaved) Pain doesn't discriminate against age, but we seem to be similar ages(I'm 18). You won't want to hear this but if you haven't already, please consider getting help. I'm such a hypocrite but it makes me really sad to see someone so young die, before life has truly even began. I am the type of person who sometimes wants to hear this but also go through phases of not wanting to be discouraged from suicide. But anyways maybe you feel the same? So I wanted to say, please don't give up yet. I'm sorry life has brought you to this point. I feel sick reading and seeing this. A display of unbearable pain. Don't do it yet, if ever. Please give life a little more time.