Pro-Ana/ Pro-Mia

[Biblica89]

Is anyone interested in being my pro-Ana/Mia buddy? I'm looking for someone to talk to that can encourage me and I can encourage them back. I've had an eating disorder for many years but I "recovered" in the last couple of years and need help getting back into it.

 

[Funeralprincess]

i wanna be that yes i need encouragement

 

[freedompass]

Encouragement to return to disordered eating? Uh good luck I guess

 

[Hollowillow]

Is anyone interested in being my pro-Ana/Mia buddy? I'm looking for someone to talk to that can encourage me and I can encourage them back. I've had an eating disorder for many years but I "recovered" in the last couple of years and need help getting back into it.

I don't know what a ana mia buddy is. I have social phobia but I love pm sometimes. I had anorexia. To be thin. I have it now due to chemical poisonning made me lose the will. I need encouragements too. I used to be anal about healthy food. But just eating shit is a miracle right now...

Encouragement to return to disordered eating? Uh good luck I guess

Oh god I googled it.

I can't encourage someone to puke themselves into a bag of frail bones, easier to abused, and depressed as hell.

I can't even get into SN due to puking.

I want to respect you, but I had 1 rule as an anorexic. If it comes in 1 hole it goes out the other.

Turns out I could eat a buffet of greens and it made muscles not fat. So I stopped looking at losing weight and focussed on gaining health. But now I'm losing both fast... It's scary...
Bulimia makes me feel sad. I usually cope by making outrageous parody comics. I really want to do a parody of a bulimia coach to see how far I can go but I don't want to be banned. I could make a comic to show that the diet might be going too far... Like "don't even drink water, water retention makes you heavier! Don't even breathe, atoms of oxygen have mass!!!" I wish I could stop...

Or a competition of eating at a buffet then the one who can puke all over a random car the most wins. If the car is completely covered you win a dinner at the same buffet.

Bon apétit!

I wanted to go to a buffet but it was closed. I lose weight too fast.
And if the owner of the car comes back to chase you away it adds extra difficulty.
We should make a game show. I'm sure it'd be popular actually.
I'm not mocking your suffering, it's just the best I can do to grant your wish to be encouraged to do it. Turn it into a game with a friend
Doing it alone with selfies could work. The car puke challenge.

Unleash my evil on the world! This might be more evil than murder, they get to live with the horror of finding their cars covered in puke

 

[come to dust]

I think there is a whole separate forum for that called my pro ana or something

 

[Biblica89]

i wanna be that yes i need encouragement

Let's do it! How do you want to go about talking?

I think there is a whole separate forum for that called my pro ana or something

I've tried looking for those. Most of them have been taken down

 

[hellispink]

can you handle it? Do you have experience?

 

[Anonperson1]

Is anyone interested in being my pro-Ana/Mia buddy? I'm looking for someone to talk to that can encourage me and I can encourage them back. I've had an eating disorder for many years but I "recovered" in the last couple of years and need help getting back into it.

Why would you want to get back into harmful behaviour that you recovered from?

 

[wljourney]

Why would you want to get back into harmful behaviour that you recovered from?

It's an addiction to self harm. Like some people cut themselves and need the relief, some people develop ED's to deal with emotional pain. Same with alcohol or drugs.

I am pretty sure some (if not many) of us here on SaSu use the thought and preparation of CTB-methods as a similar form of self harm. Many won't go all the way through with it, but "flirting" with death or suicide can have a similar effect. Giving you relief. Distracting from the pain.

It's an addiction to self harm. Like some people cut themselves and need the relief, some people develop ED's to deal with emotional pain. Same with alcohol or drugs.

I am pretty sure some (if not many) of us here on SaSu use the thought and preparation of CTB-methods as a similar form of self harm. Many won't go all the way through with it, but "flirting" with death or suicide can have a similar effect. Giving you relief. Distracting from the pain.

@Biblica89
Just wanted to add: There are a few posts about VSED on here. You might find a few people there who have experience with ED's and are trying to CTB by voluntarily stopping eating and drinking (VSED).
But overall you are properly finding more support in actual ED forums. The previous websites may have been taken down, but ED's won't go away, so neither will the people and forums.

 

[Anonperson1]

It's an addiction to self harm. Like some people cut themselves and need the relief, some people develop ED's to deal with emotional pain. Same with alcohol or drugs.

I am pretty sure some (if not many) of us here on SaSu use the thought and preparation of CTB-methods as a similar form of self harm. Many won't go all the way through with it, but "flirting" with death or suicide can have a similar effect. Giving you relief. Distracting from the pain.

That kind of makes me sad...many girls I know who developed an ED were some of the most beautiful I'd ever seen before the descent into skeletor style body.

 

[wljourney]

That kind of makes me sad...many girls I know who developed an ED were some of the most beautiful I'd ever seen before the descent into skeletor style body.

It is indeed very sad.
We all deserve better.
None of us have "failed" in life, but really life failed us.

 

[Lullaby]

That kind of makes me sad...many girls I know who developed an ED were some of the most beautiful I'd ever seen before the descent into skeletor style body.

It's a really hard thing to break away from. I had an ED for years and even now I still struggle with thinking about going back to it, but I won't. I pretty much had to get most of my teeth replaced because I had ruined them from purging every day. I can actually smile again now, so I try not to think about that stuff.

 

[Funeralprincess]

Let's do it! How do you want to go about talking?

I've tried looking for those. Most of them have been taken down

I can give you my number if you wanna dm me