Pretty sad, ugly loneliness

[tom_46]

I just want it to end. I'm sorry for the ones I love, if you don't see me again. If you want me to be honest, I don't want to play pretend. Looking in the mirror makes me feel nauseous, I want my life back. I've been on the fence.

 

[jodes2]

I hope you don't CTB, we'll miss you

 

[tom_46]

I hope you don't CTB, we'll miss you

Oh how I wonder how it is I feel this way, away from home, thru no wish of my own, I wish I could go back home. Death will be my home, now that I have none.I'm falling to the other side, tired of living this life.

 

[jodes2]

Oh how I wonder how it is I feel this way, away from home, thru no wish of my own, I wish I could go back home. Death will be my home, now that I have none.I'm falling to the other side, tired of living this life.

I understand but I pray you change your mind, and I don't pray much lol

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand that it's so tiring having to endure this life when all that you wish for is to be gone. It's certainly a very cruel and painful existence and I'm also tired, the kind of tired that no amount of sleep could ever offer me relief from. I also see death as being like a home, I mean it's what we are all destined for anyway and it feels right for me to be gone from this world. I hope that you find the freedom that you wish for.

 

[Amccorm2]

@tricky I know how you feel my friend. I've recently lost all that mattered to me. My own fault admittedly but it's not easy to go through, knowing that I've destroyed everything and irreparably hurt everyone close to me.

My friend, I'm here if you want to talk and understand if you don't. We're all trying to find our own peace.

 

[Challu]

I understand but I pray you change your mind, and I don't pray much lol

could you pm me how you got your SN, please?

 

[jodes2]

could you pm me how you got your SN, please?

Sent use it wisely my friend, sometimes things get better

 

[theboy]

Peace!