Preparing - I feel fucking fantastic

[LostHope556]

I'm starting to take my preparation more seriously, doing research (you can check my post history, I've shared it here for you guys).

I feel fucking GREAT! I feel FREE. No future to worry about. No problems, no unsolvable issues, no fear of growing old alone, no fear of disease or becoming disabled. No fear of money and pressure of "figuring things out" financially while also somehow attempting to be happy.

FUCK ALL OF THAT haha

I feel fucking great.

My plan is to mentally rehearse my method, and feel through the fear that comes up to "empty the fear tank" and desensitize myself to my escape plan.

Then I will practice in real life, and then, finally actually do it.

But before I do... I have like 50k of available credit to blow, so I will ABSOLUTELY do that, and stick the banks with the check. My last fuck you to this stupid shitty world and the stupid fucks in it.

Just wanted to share and celebrate with this small chosen community. Thank you all for the support thus far :)

 

[SomewhereAlongThe]

I feel the same, I've been testing my method and everything is going well with it. I feel like it's amazing, knowing you're going to die and your problems are going to vanish into thin air. Knowing you don't have to participate in this world anymore. There's no greater bliss than that tbh.

 

[bia ♡]

Yaaaay i feel uuu. Im also feeling free and fucking GREAT knowing I'll be dead soon. Enough of worrying about my weight (fuck u bulimia), the way I look and stuff like this. No more suffering over being rejected, neglected and avoided. Bye byeee to studying to get into college, and bye to all these empty and ridiculous obligations imposed by society

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you'd feel in such a way, to never suffer ever again is all I personally hope for, I wish you the best.

 

[LostHope556]

Thank you guys!

I have always wanted the pain to stop. To be at peace. I have driven myself into the ground trying to create that in my life.

Maybe the answer was right here in front of me the whole time...

I gotta say, there is a small hint of fear as I observe my feeling of hope switch from being associated with creating a business, etc to CTB

And once I start my spending spree, there's no going back. That's the off ramp, and honestly it DOES make me scared.

I'll feel through that fear and try to let it go

 

[quietwoods]

But before I do... I have like 50k of available credit to blow, so I will ABSOLUTELY do that, and stick the banks with the check. My last fuck you to this stupid shitty world and the stupid fucks in it.

I don't want to rain on your parade, but always plan for failure. You never know what is going to happen. Even the most prepared and driven people have failed their attempt, often through no fault of their own. Having a massive debt might not be super fun on top of dealing with the after effects of a failed attempt, and may force you down a path of a much less pleasant way to CTB.

 

[Alreadylate]

I could die in Switzerland 5 times with that money...

 

[LostHope556]

I could die in Switzerland 5 times with that money...

Can you just got to Switzerland and get euthanized like that as a foreigner? Don't you need a lethal condition first?

 

[Zardoz]

Can you just got to Switzerland and get euthanized like that as a foreigner? Don't you need a lethal condition first?

I'm pretty sure you have to have a terminal medical condition and be in the final stages of it, as approved by a doctor, probably more than one.
Unfortunately you can't just rock up and say I'll have one of those please. I might be wrong though.

 

[bia ♡viny]

Yaaaaay, me sinto uuu. Também me sinto livre e ÓTIMA pra caralho sabendo que vou morrer em breve. Chega de me preocupar com meu peso (foda-se a bulimia), minha aparência e coisas assim. Chega de sofrer por ser rejeitada, negligenciada e evitada. Adeus aos estudos para entrar na faculdade e adeus a todas essas obrigações vazias e ridículas impostas pela sociedade.

 

[Alexandra_]

I am very happy for you. May everything work out for you. I also dream of finally getting out of this shitty world as soon as possible

 

[bia ♡viny]

Estou começando a levar minha preparação mais a sério, fazendo pesquisas (vocês podem conferir meu histórico de posts, compartilhei aqui para vocês).

Eu me sinto INCRIVELMENTE BEM! Me sinto LIVRE. Sem futuro para me preocupar. Sem problemas, sem questões insolúveis, sem medo de envelhecer sozinho, sem medo de doenças ou de ficar incapacitado. Sem medo de dinheiro e da pressão de "dar um jeito" financeiramente enquanto, de alguma forma, tento ser feliz.

FODA-SE TUDO ISSO haha

Eu me sinto ótimo pra caralho.

Meu plano é ensaiar mentalmente meu método e sentir o medo que surgir para "esvaziar o tanque do medo" e me dessensibilizar ao meu plano de fuga.

Então, vou praticar na vida real e, finalmente, fazer isso de verdade.

Mas antes de fazer isso... tenho uns 50 mil de crédito disponível para gastar, então com certeza vou fazer isso e deixar os bancos com o cheque. Meu último foda-se para este mundo estúpido e de merda e para os idiotas que vivem nele.

Só queria compartilhar e comemorar com essa pequena comunidade escolhida. Muito obrigada a todos pelo apoio até agora :)

Ebaaa, eu te entendo! Também me sinto livre e incrivelmente bem sabendo que vou morrer em breve. Chega de me preocupar com meu peso (que se dane a bulimia), com a minha aparência e coisas do tipo. Chega de sofrer por ser rejeitada, negligenciada e evitada. Adeus aos estudos para entrar na faculdade e adeus a todas essas obrigações vazias e ridículas impostas pela sociedade.

❤

 

[onmywaytothebusstop]

I'm starting to take my preparation more seriously, doing research (you can check my post history, I've shared it here for you guys).

I feel fucking GREAT! I feel FREE. No future to worry about. No problems, no unsolvable issues, no fear of growing old alone, no fear of disease or becoming disabled. No fear of money and pressure of "figuring things out" financially while also somehow attempting to be happy.

FUCK ALL OF THAT haha

I feel fucking great.

My plan is to mentally rehearse my method, and feel through the fear that comes up to "empty the fear tank" and desensitize myself to my escape plan.

Then I will practice in real life, and then, finally actually do it.

But before I do... I have like 50k of available credit to blow, so I will ABSOLUTELY do that, and stick the banks with the check. My last fuck you to this stupid shitty world and the stupid fucks in it.

Just wanted to share and celebrate with this small chosen community. Thank you all for the support thus far :)

Going out in a blast it seems. Seems like fun.

 

[socksnsandles]

youre doing it the right way. i envy you

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

I'm pretty sure you have to have a terminal medical condition and be in the final stages of it, as approved by a doctor, probably more than one.
Unfortunately you can't just rock up and say I'll have one of those please. I might be wrong though.

I know this is old, but no, no terminal illness is necessary for Pegasos. All you need to have is depression, HOWEVER, for those cases they prefer age 50+, and you need to show that you've tried therapy, etc, they require those records.

Can you just got to Switzerland and get euthanized like that as a foreigner? Don't you need a lethal condition first?

Nope.

I could die in Switzerland 5 times with that money...

But it isn't money, it's credit, and nobody in Switzerland is going to euthanize you with credit.

 

[rottenhopes]

I'm preparing as well. Saturday it is. I already said my goodbyes. So I'm just getting everything else ready