
hoffnungstod
Student
- Jan 3, 2021
- 122
Thinking about suicide has become very normal in my life and there is the one and only question: how to do it? Well, I would prefer to blow away my head with a nice double barrel shotgun, but there are two problems: 1. I don't live in the US and 2. I don't have a gun license (and a gun) in my country (Germany). The other method is slitting the wrist. I have experience with self harm but to cut this deep?? Boy... I have seen a wrist cut as a poetic thing but I guess I'm not that poetic. There are only the following methods which are possible and reasonable for me. For a suicide with a suicide partner: CO in a tent or a car. I guess still the best method. And the version for a lonely suicide: the train. Bad for the driver but with the head on tracks hopefully fast and efficient for me. Btw I definitely want to end the misery called life next week.