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Sammystink

Sammystink

Sammy
Mar 30, 2026
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Hey guys, this is my 3rd day inside the psychward today.. Im worried about posting here because they may take my phone if they find out..
The day I came in, I found out one of my childhood friends has unadded me everywhere, so im a bit of a mess.
It's not too awful here, im being diagnosed with bpd.
Part of me just wants to get out now so I could ctb.. I would have been able to already if I wasn't taken here.. :(
 
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wwx
Mar 29, 2026
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Bpd is very manageable with therapy, meds, and dbt. I was diagnosed pretty early on, so I understand your struggle. Bpd can ruin a life, but i hope for you!!
 
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Sammystink

Sammy
Mar 30, 2026
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Bpd is very manageable with therapy, meds, and dbt. I was diagnosed pretty early on, so I understand your struggle. Bpd can ruin a life, but i hope for you!!
Thank you! I appreciate it. Im hoping it goes ok for me
 
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sadbh

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Apr 4, 2026
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Bpd is very manageable with therapy, meds, and dbt. I was diagnosed pretty early on, so I understand your struggle. Bpd can ruin a life, but i hope for you!!
Can you speak more on what meds/therapy helped you? Did you attend a DBT course?
 
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wwx
Mar 29, 2026
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Can you speak more on what meds/therapy helped you? Did you attend a DBT course?
Meds were just usual mood blockers similar to antidepressants. DBT was much longer and deeper. Individual one on one with someone, mostly with a bit of group activity, depending on the facility. Talking, meditation, mindfulness really. I cant remember most of my life at this point lol but I do remember it does help, even if it seems lackluster. Talking about your emotions and finding how to prevent your split comes in handy.
 
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