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Naczoz

Member
Jan 31, 2021
7
Hi,

Im suffering for almost two years for PSSD. I lost ability to love, empathy, emotions, feelings, sexuall pleasure. My mind and body is completly numb.

In march 17' will be two years in totall with my PSSD and im planning to end this. It feels permament and my hope for recovery is gone for good.
 
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reticen

Student
Nov 5, 2020
169
I don't mind it. I get a lot more work done when not jacking off three times a day.
 
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Neowise

Neowise

We fly and fly but never reach our destination.
Oct 7, 2020
516
Hey, welcome on Santioned Suicide.
I'm sorry to hear about your suffering, I can imagine that it can make one feel empty.
On the internet I read that this can be caused by certain anti depressants, is that correct? Apparently the symptoms can stay for months or even years, sometimes even forever after stopping the medication. You have been suffering for 2 years now, maybe there is a chance that everything will come back to normal? Have you talked to a doctor?
 
Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,082
Hi,

Im suffering for almost two years for PSSD. I lost ability to love, empathy, emotions, feelings, sexuall pleasure. My mind and body is completly numb.

In march 17' will be two years in totall with my PSSD and im planning to end this. It feels permament and my hope for recovery is gone for good.
I'm sorry to hear this. Could you try a different one?
 
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Naczoz

Member
Jan 31, 2021
7
Its the meds that gave it to me. Trying another one is not an option. I quit them 2 years ago. Im not suicidal in that common sens. I just dont want to live like a robot anymore. Doctors dont know about pssd. Most people with pssd takes their life sooner or later. I guess my time has come. I cant feel a shit for my family. Can't experience sadness, anger, joy, happynes, lust, envy, anything. Its unbarlable and hopeing for recovery is just way o copeing.
 
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pen

it's A non Getting Down socializing situation
Dec 25, 2020
122
Try prozac.
 
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killedbypsychiatry

killedbypsychiatry

drugging kids is abuse
Jan 27, 2021
797
I also have pssd. do you think that since pssd affects how our brains work it will make N not work?
 
Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,082
I also have pssd. do you think that since pssd affects how our brains work it will make N not work?
It will make N not work. Is that the answer you want? Why do you think it's not available? It kills people.
 
killedbypsychiatry

killedbypsychiatry

drugging kids is abuse
Jan 27, 2021
797
t will make N not work. Is that the answer you want?
no, I just want to hear different opinions about it to have enough info before making a decision. I read some meds can make a small percent of people go into a coma and wake up not die after N. PSSD causes significant changes on brain function, that's why I am interested on reading as much opinions as possible. I don't want to be the small percentage that is left with more brain damage after N.
 
jrums

jrums

Student
Apr 14, 2019
134
I have PSSD and the exact same symptoms as you. I have SN and am going to end it soon. It's been 3 years and this shit is permanent. No point in existing as a human corpse.
 
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rs929

Warlock
Dec 18, 2020
777
How long have you been taking antidepressants?
 
jrums

jrums

Student
Apr 14, 2019
134
For those that don't understand we are OFF antidepressants for years. This is in most cases permanent damage caused by antidepressants. SSRIs in our case.
 
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Swabbie

Swabbie

Member
Jul 18, 2020
32
Its the meds that gave it to me. Trying another one is not an option. I quit them 2 years ago. Im not suicidal in that common sens. I just dont want to live like a robot anymore. Doctors dont know about pssd. Most people with pssd takes their life sooner or later. I guess my time has come. I cant feel a shit for my family. Can't experience sadness, anger, joy, happynes, lust, envy, anything. Its unbarlable and hopeing for recovery is just way o copeing.
Hey dude, try drinking a lot of untampered water.
I will try that too.
 
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Kbeau

Specialist
Jan 17, 2021
331
Hi,

Im suffering for almost two years for PSSD. I lost ability to love, empathy, emotions, feelings, sexuall pleasure. My mind and body is completly numb.

In march 17' will be two years in totall with my PSSD and im planning to end this. It feels permament and my hope for recovery is gone for good.
Whats your method?
 
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rs929

Warlock
Dec 18, 2020
777
I'm just wondering how you can be certain it's permanent damage instead of something that may take years to go away.
 
killedbypsychiatry

killedbypsychiatry

drugging kids is abuse
Jan 27, 2021
797
I'm just wondering how you can be certain it's permanent damage instead of something that may take years to go away.
some people have recovered to a degree but pssd is hell and i dont want to live 10+ years like a zombie with akathisia and other ssri damage to maybe recover 50% of my sexual function
 
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Naczoz

Member
Jan 31, 2021
7
I have not seen any pssd that improve or recoverded in a way to live a happy life again. Like someone said - I dont wanna live like human coprse much longer. Two years is enough. Especially since I crashed 6 months ago with trazodone that supposed to be pro-sexuall but instead I am fucked way beyond. And I took only one pill. Before that I was still misserable but now I'm on the edge, don't feel anything. This is pure pain. But I dont wanna suffer with SN, just need to figure out something better and harmless
 
fixitinpost

fixitinpost

Arriving Somewhere But Not Here
Oct 20, 2020
158
Oh man, that sucks. Yeah, I'm furious that my doctor didn't mention these downsides. I was on Sertraline for almost six years, and it took me a good year to regain normal feeling of sensations and sexual function.
 
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Naczoz

Member
Jan 31, 2021
7
For me its been two years and nothing changed. I took ssris on and off unfortunatell. Also I crashed 6 months ago. If I see any tiny bit of improvement I can go on having hope but if not, im out, its too painfull.
 
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Naczoz

Member
Jan 31, 2021
7
There is no cure for pssd, no detox or other drugs, once you have it - its permament.
 
killedbypsychiatry

killedbypsychiatry

drugging kids is abuse
Jan 27, 2021
797
But I dont wanna suffer with SN, just need to figure out something better and harmless
If you find something please let me know... big pharma should AT LEAST provide free N for PSSD sufferers.
 
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N0FWayIneedtogo

Antipschotics and antidepresants kill me
Jun 24, 2023
61
They killed us
 
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