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SatinSoul

SatinSoul

Microwaving salad. Do not disturb.
Feb 6, 2026
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It's been a 6-8 hours since i drank SN. Threw that nasty white foam up again quickly and passed out.

I am awake now and doing alright overall, however, when can i finally drink even a drop of water without instantly throwing it up again?

@Dante_ maybe you know more
 
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inconclusivesorbet

On my way
Jan 28, 2026
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How much sn did you drink? Have you tried eating mints
 
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NoHorizon

A pig in a cage on antibiotics
Nov 22, 2022
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I know this probably isn't what you want to hear but after a failed SN attempt you really should get medical attention. I would recommend going to your local hospital/ER so they can check you over and give you whatever you need. If you're unable to keep fluids down they might put you on a drip to help you recover more quickly.
 
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Asya

Asya

See you at the curtain call.
Mar 17, 2026
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I know this probably isn't what you want to hear but after a failed SN attempt you really should get medical attention. I would recommend going to your local hospital/ER so they can check you over and give you whatever you need. If you're unable to keep fluids down they might put you on a drip to help you recover more quickly.
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SatinSoul

SatinSoul

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Feb 6, 2026
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EMTs brought me to the hospital. IV is great. Thankies
 
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Dante_

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Feb 27, 2025
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Very relieved to know you're in hospital and getting the medical attention needed to be okay Satin...any amount of sn ingested is just not best to left to chance that it may resolve on its on without treatment.
 
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vyvanceandvodka

vyvanceandvodka

hoping to recover .✦ ݁˖♡
Jan 7, 2026
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I'm glad you're okay :(( I'm sending you so much love. :heart: Here if you need someone to talk to!
 
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iveseenfootage

it’s almost dry
Nov 30, 2025
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Glad to hear you're okay. Hope all is well for now and you find peace.
 
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SatinSoul

SatinSoul

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Feb 6, 2026
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Quick Update: I'm doing good overall. The ICU medical team did a great job, and i can walk again, somewhat, and my brain works alright enough as well. I still can't really eat or drink without throwing it up again despite IV anti nausea medication, so my arm has done most of the drinking since tuesday :D

I'm sure that will be fine again as well and i am aiming for going home or to a hotel today.
⸜(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡

(Extra Special Thankies to SN_Dante)
 
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Mr.Tristesse

Mr.Tristesse

Wish I had been normal
Jul 23, 2022
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How did you explain your SN ingestion?
 
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SatinSoul

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Feb 6, 2026
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How did you explain your SN ingestion?
Was honest. I am well known there. Bullshit excuses won't work anymore. Got questioned by the police again in the hospital, once the basic procedure of keeping me alive was over. I just denied answering most of their questions. 24h hold, which is soon over so imma bounce if I can. At least I had a great nap.
 
Mr.Tristesse

Mr.Tristesse

Wish I had been normal
Jul 23, 2022
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Was honest. I am well known there. Bullshit excuses won't work anymore. Got questioned by the police again in the hospital, once the basic procedure of keeping me alive was over. I just denied answering most of their questions. 24h hold, which is soon over so imma bounce if I can. At least I had a great nap.
I see. I am glad it didn't lead to more coercive measures.
 
Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
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If you dont mind me asking how much SN did you ingest, and did they administer methylene blue in the hospital?
 
SatinSoul

SatinSoul

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Feb 6, 2026
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If you dont mind me asking how much SN did you ingest, and did they administer methylene blue in the hospital?
I'd prefer not to share the amount. And no, i denied methylene blue this time.
 
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