As my set ctb date continues to approach, I realize how unprepared I really am and that makes me even more depressed than ever. While I may have to postpone, I stand behind my promise that this is the last year of my life, hopefully sooner than later. I have what I need to ctb, I just need to be confident enough to complete it so it's guaranteed success with no worry of fucking it up. I also need to write my lengthy suicide note, which I am really having a hard time even starting because I have so much to say I don't know where to start. Suicide is my destination and I will arrive. I will not see 2022 and I couldn't be happier, but hopefully I don't see a whole lot more of 2021 either. Fuck the world.
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Same here bro.
I just dunno when I'll get the hell out of this blue rock lol.
I just dunno when I'll get the hell out of this blue rock lol.
Fuck the blue rock. I wish peace for you, for me and for all.
solanastan16
Member
- May 4, 2021
- 23
This is exactly how I feel. I just hope thorough success when I do it. I can't imagine what else I'd do if I failed
Exactly. I need a 100% confident feeling before I do it to ensure it's a success. And I will get there, because I have to die soon. I can't take this fucked up world anymore.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 43,749
It really is hard to die. There is so many ways it can go wrong too. If only we could all pass away peacefully in our sleep. I wish you well.
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