Position of the rope/ligature on the neck

[DeathDodger]

I was supposed to end my life a week ago by partial hanging but I had a hard time positioning the ligature on my neck. I wanted to die without feeling any pain. I know that if I really wanted to die, pain shouldn't be a problem. But all my life, I have deen dealing with emotional pain. I want to end this pain painlessly. I have read in here that by doing a partial hanging you would feel no pain and will be unconscious in less than a minute. I have failed because when I tried partial hanging in kneeling position, I wasn't able to pass out. All I felt was the pain on my neck like my neck is being pulled apart, my head felt like it was about to explode, and the most painful was the struggle of not being able to breathe. Maybe the positioning of the ligature on my neck was incorrect. Can someone please help me. To constrict the blood flow in the carotid artery and jugular vein, should the ligature be positioned above, below, or on the adams apple?

 

[fastFWD]

sorry to hear things aren't going well for you friend. i hope things get better in some way or another and if there is a way to stay you find it; but alas i understand your pain :(

with regard to partial, for me the sweet spot is above the Adam's apple but i've read on here that it can be different for different people and may be below the Adam's apple for others and what not. When I did it though, I was unconscious in what seemed like 1-2 seconds; i felt light headed very quickly and things went black very very fast - there was definitely no time to turn back even if i wanted to and thankfully there was no pain at all. to find my spot i was gently leaning/stepping down into the rope of my setup. sadly i woke up next to a broken rope in my attempts :/

 

[Degen]

Supposed to be under the jaw, where you can find a strong pulse but I've never been able to knock myself out. Some people might have deeper veins/arteries than others or have thicker necks.