IwasElla
Student
- Sep 27, 2018
- 130
I'm wondering if any of you believes that changing status from "single" to "in a relationship" might make you change your mind to CTB?
I'm born single, still single, and will die that way...
Single. I personally think it'd be unfair being in a relationship and really thinking about suicide.
I say the same...I plan to die that way as well. I have been in a few relationships that I fucked up.
None of those being the reason I want to ctb.
I just hate it here … why even be in a relationship. They wouldn't get why I want to die.
I have zero desire at this point to have anyone close to me in that way. Don't even want to live with myself these days.Single. And I plan to keep it that way. (Am I the only one that's not into relationships or sex?)
Do i smell an orgy?!It doesn't have to be this way.. We could all date eachother :')
But no one reads the profiles. Just the pictures. So, i get a 60 messages all saying, hey, hi, i love your pics, you're so sexy...
I think online dating has always been pretty shallow like that. It's also not that you're unattractive and being lied to - men just traditionally aren't very picky. If you get a number from Kroger though, that's a score in my book. I mean, that's pretty highbrow. It's the numbers from Circle K you want to toss.I know no one cares, but this has been bothering me since i wrote it. I worry it comes across like a humble brag and thats far from the truth.
I'm not delusional enough to believe those same guys that messaged me, also told a hundred other women, "they're hot".
My point was online dating has been taken over by people who ONLY look at pictures. I could be wrong but online dating used to be for those that aren't too great at meeting people in real life, or for those who want to know a bit about a person before starting a convo. I can get random numbers from strangers at Kroger!
I want to meet someone that my words resonate with and not just my filtered images.