Poll on what a day spent thinking about CTB does for you...

[cotton]

What's does a day spent on it do?

 

[ijustwishtodie]

None of these? Me wanting to ctb is just a natural consequence of life itself being inherently shit and not worth prolonging. I see it as a natural response in my case to how shitty life is

 

[rozeske]

It's a way to tolerate life, help me fall asleep at night and face my meaningless days, help ease my anxiety attacks, help sooth my mind when am drowning in anger and sadness over my existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's just all I know, under no circumstances would I wish to exist, I see existing as completely undesirable in every way possible, I have no interest in suffering in this existence but rather I just wish the peace of never existing again instead. I'd always prefer to not exist than suffer in this cruel, torturous existence just to die in agony from old age, to me human existence just feels like a mistake, just being conscious is painful for me, I wish I could erase my existence so it's like I never suffered at all.

 

[cotton]

I wish us all peaceful transitions. You seem like an insightful person

It's just all I know, under no circumstances would I wish to exist, I see existing as completely undesirable in every way possible, I have no interest in suffering in this existence but rather I just wish the peace of never existing again instead. I'd always prefer to not exist than suffer in this cruel, torturous existence just to die in agony from old age, to me human existence just feels like a mistake, just being conscious is painful for me, I wish I could erase my existence so it's like I never suffered at all.

I wish us all peaceful transitions. You seem like an insightful person. Is there nothing that helps you create a bit of flow?

 

[vanillamilkshakes]

Comforting because I know it gives me the power to put everything to a stop, to endure no more hurt and pain.

 

[CantDoIt]

Comfort. There is a way out of the way I'm feeling, I don't just have to continue this way.