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Do you wait with your suicie until one of more loved ones have died?

  • Yes I wait for that

    Votes: 5 18.5%
  • No I don't wait for that

    Votes: 11 40.7%
  • It is more complex it plays a role but it is not the main reason that I wait with my decision

    Votes: 11 40.7%

  • Total voters
    27
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noname223

Archangel
Aug 18, 2020
6,883
I am with the third option. Yes I try to wait with my suicide until my parents are dead. But it is more like that the death of my parents will leave me poor forever and that will be a main reason to commit suicide.

At the same time I am not attempting suicide because I fear my parents could die or get a health crisis like a stroke if I did that.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,232
Yes, I want to wait for my Dad to go first.
 
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wait.what

wait.what

no really, what?
Aug 14, 2020
1,000
My siblings have ordered me to stay alive until after our father dies. They tell me that my death would kill him. I have my doubts, but I'm trying.

I remain fairly certain that I'll keel over naturally before very long anyhow, which keeps me from scrabbling all that hard at the Exit door, if you know what I mean,
 
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jellie

jellie

Student
May 9, 2023
106
i think i would like to wait until my parents are dead.
but sometimes when i am angry with them, i think about doing it before then so that they would have to live through the pain of my death. i know this is an awful thing to think but i cant help it sometimes.
 
ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,795
No, I'm not waiting for loved ones or anything. I don't really care about how my death would impact other people. I'm only alive because the current available methods are so risky and ineffective
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
9,013
I am with the third option. Yes I try to wait with my suicide until my parents are dead. But it is more like that the death of my parents will leave me poor forever and that will be a main reason to commit suicide.
Same
 
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