Help Please i need to die until next week, hanging does not work, sn is yet to arrive until a month

[ceaselesswatching]

Please i need a method that can kill me, i am a 20 year old college student that lives in a tiny dorm with no car, there's no railtracks i can jump to, everything in town is ground level but there's this building that reaches to the 11th floor but going there is trespassing and is regularly guarded, i have shit shops near me where most suicide equipment is unavailable, i can't fucking choke my cartoid arteries without suffocating me.

Please i know my life is just bordeline hopeless but i don't want to be put in situation where me killing myself is hopeless too

Please

Something depressing is going to happen a week from now, i will be somewhere where i can't do online deliveries without being monitored, my life just keeps getting worse and worse, someone help me please

I don't want to resort to plunging a knife in my neck, i need hope, my life is so fucking sad that im hoping there's a way to kill myself because my shit luck and incompetence tells me i can't
Please

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the peace and relief you search for, it's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing.