Please help me

[kamzi2003]

So I have to die pretty soon, at least by tomorrow, I just need to do it

But anyway, I don't want to go too much into that, I just need advice. I've been trying partial suspension and there has only been one time when I actually passed out, but the thing I was using to hang myself broke. But I found a cloth/scarf of much stronger material

I have been trying all I can. But I can barely sit for a couple of seconds. I'm trying my best to make myself sit longer, but then my gag reflex switches on and I don't know what to do about it. Can someone just please give me some advice? On where to place my knot where I don't feel the urge to cough or gag and also maybe some encouraging words, and by that I don't mean encouraging me to live

Also here is my set up

 

[jitendrabagaria786@]

Why don't go for full suspension?

 

[kamzi2003]

Why don't go for full suspension?

I can't go for that because there is no place near me or any ligature which can hold my entire body weight

And also maybe because I'm too afraid of full suspension

 

[jitendrabagaria786@]

I've tried partial many times it doesn't work for me full suspension is the only option I have

 

[takemenowpls]

I don't know much about this method but I want to try it myself. Yesterday I read the guide and used my hand to cut off blood circulation. It worked no problem. Did you have another look at the guide?

 

[drmihilo]

You can try this method: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/the-night-night-method-mega-thread.6834/

And also read: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/suicide-resource-compilation.3/

I hope this helps you.

 

[kamzi2003]

I don't know much about this method but I want to try it myself. Yesterday I read the guide and used my hand to cut off blood circulation. It worked no problem. Did you have another look at the guide?

I have used my fingers too and it has worked for me. The problem is my gag reflex and also just stupid survival instincts.

And I have passed out from doing partial suspension once as I mentioned. But I didn't get lucky again. And yes I have gone through the guide, and i guess I'll go through it again. But I don't know, I have read everything about it and it's not working

I need to make it work asap

You can try this method: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/the-night-night-method-mega-thread.6834/

And also read: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/suicide-resource-compilation.3/

I hope this helps you.

Thank you very much

I have read through the night night method megathread and I don't have the resources and materials to do it. There's only partial suspension or jumping off from my 5 storey apartment, which I'm scared that I'll survive the fall and also because I don't want to traumatise people

But thank you for the links

 

[takemenowpls]

Please don't jump. You're right you may survive, likely will and may never get another chance. I hope you find the info you need and can overcome the gag reflex and survival instinct.

 

[drmihilo]

There is another method (whose author I do not remember). Here is a discussion of it, and the instructions are below:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/jugular-vein.96539/#post-1685871

...and accordingly...

1. Find items that you can use for this method. In this tutorial I will use a scarf and a stick as models, but you can use anything you want. Even a shoe sock and a spoon.
1.2 Find a place where you can sit and where you are sure to be alone for at least 1 hour.
2 Now place the scarf high around your neck, over your Adam's apple, and tie a knot that won't slip. The gap between your knot and your neck should be about three fingers. Insert the wand into the loop, next to your knot.
3. Press down on your neck and start turning the wand. Rotate it clockwise. You will stop turning it when the ligature tightens enough to make you dizzy.
4. If you feel dizzy, let go of the stick. If you don't feel dizzy, it means you didn't apply enough pressure to compress the carotid artery and you need to start over. This may take practice.
Now you will lose consciousness in 10 seconds and be dead in 15 minutes.
(The carotid artery is located internally. The jugular vein (internal and external) is further away and partially overlaps the carotid artery. This means that more pressure is needed to compress not only the jugular vein but also the carotid artery. If the tourniquet is placed directly under the chin, there should be no problem breathing. You need to look at the attached images for more information).

It should not hurt, but it is uncomfortable. Simple fainting and brain death from hypoxia.


Be careful. Have a knife ready for your tourniquet just in case.


As for the gag reflex, it can probably be overcome with anti-emetics and beta-blockers. The former are relatively easy to obtain (but may require a prescription), while the latter require a good reason in front of doctors.

Pleasant smells (such as lemon and lime) are thought to discourage gagging. You can also drink ginger tea (or regular ginger).
If it's the tourniquet itself (squeezing), try the method I sent you.

As for the self-preservation instinct, self-talk can help. Put on some music, pretend your suicide is wishful thinking...

Alas, there is nothing else I can advise... It's unfortunate that you encountered discomfort, but it's more than normal - the first suicide attempt is rarely successful. Because of fear, again...

Good luck. I hope you find a solution.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand being desperate and having limited access to methods. I'm sorry that you are in this situation. In an ideal world we would all be able to exit peacefully and reliably. Hanging does sound like a difficult method, that is why I have never attempted as well as the fear of failure. I hope that in whatever happens, you find relief from your suffering. I wish you the best.