Help Please help me with partial hanging...

[jolie]

So, i tried night night method and it completely doesn't work for me. I have to do partial hanging because I have no other choice... I wanted to buy hellium earlier but I thought it's not necessary and now there I am, very desperate and with no ways to kill myself.

So, my questions are: where the rope is supposed to make biggest impact, just under the jawline, or in the middle of the neck? Should I use some material under the rope? Should I use something that would impact sides of the neck, like in the night night method? And how is that supposed to feel? Like suffocation? Should I be able to take my breath? Because on the videos people seem very chill, when I tried it I tried to breathe sounding like a coughing dog and I didn't really feel that dizzy. Should the impact be very hard? If so, then it would irritate the airway, right? Thank you for tips, I'm trying to kill myself for 2 days now and I'm just so tired of this shit. "Easy way out".

 

[Retched]

I'm sorry to hear this. I don't have much advice though, seems like you have a good set up. There is a mega thread here about hanging, it can get pretty overwhelming to read it all. I'm sure someone will have some good advice for you. Partial is hard. I attempted it and just got bright red marks on my neck because I couldn't bring myself to push down as hard as would be needed. I did get a little fuzzy though...it's just hard work. The videos do make it look so easy............

 

[Dead_Inside]

I think the time I drunkenly tried this I placed the rope wrong..... but as per the resource thread I tried to correct locate my carotid artery and I could feel it on either side but when I placed pressure with just my hand (like it said to do to see if you feel dizzy/faint) It doesn't do anything.... so I must just be not getting any of this right. And I can't have marks on my neck from a failed attempt ... my work would turn me in.

 

[Stillnotsure]

Everyone's anatomy is different, sometimes your carotid arteries and veins are deep and closer to your trachea and spine making the force required much higher. I am also trained In Lateral veinous neck restraint.... or a legal way police use to make a fighting suspect pass out. The best advice I can give is read the mega thread for this, practice finding your pulse in both sides of your neck, then do 50 jumping jacks before your attempt. Speeding up your heart rate before cutting off the blood supply magnifies the blood deprivation from your brain and you should pass out sooner.

 

[Jiva]

I had problems with my survival instinct during partial always. So i prefer full hanging for the next attempt. Here is not any escape. It is more sure.

 

[Jodes]

I had problems with my survival instinct during partial always. So i prefer full hanging for the next attempt. Here is not any escape. It is more sure.

The idea of that situation terrifies me

 

[Jiva]

The idea of that situation terrifies me

Yes. Me too. But it is my reality. I don´t know any next way. I try partial again is unnecessary, i think.