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help56

Student
Oct 4, 2022
121
I am broken lonely torn alone. Can someone please help me me I can't take the pain I want to go . I don't have the means.

I need help with getting sn In the uk

Then I need someone to tell me it's okay . I can't do it on my own

I can't handle this life . I am soo skinny I can't eat
Please I can't sleep , the pain is soo much please someone reach out to me please
 
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Dot

Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,713
That sounds very awful what you have to experience. It's really so horrible and tragic how such extreme suffering exists in this world and it's such a cruel existence that drives people into these desperate situations. And yet others view suicide as being worse than pain, they would rather prolong the agony of others rather than letting them find peace. I hope that you find the freedom that you are looking for.
 
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Niirvana

Niirvana

♥Soon♥
Sep 18, 2020
436
practice meditation💜
 
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theboy

theboy

Illuminated
Jul 15, 2022
3,411
I am not from the uk
but there are more methods
 
Obliviate

Obliviate

Abandon All Hope
Aug 13, 2022
1,005
I'm so sorry you're going through this. I wish I could take all your pain away. We just weren't the lucky ones I guess. I have no idea about the UK but my advice would be to take a breather and calm down as much as you can I know it's hard but thinking with a clear mind helps a lot. Then, look at you're options for SN or find an alternative method.
 
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annique

🕊️ seeking profound peace 🕊️
Jul 5, 2022
201
i'm really sorry for the pain you are enduring

i'm also going through a really dark and painful phase in life right now, hence i'm attempting to put an end to my life next month

I'm sorry I don't have many words of comfort, but I can tell you that you're not suffering alone, I'm also in deep pain, may we perhaps meet in the afterlife and be friends. As the time doesn't come, we got each other, even though we're far apart, but you can send me a pm anytime

hugs 🤗
 
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StrangeAndDeath

Exhausted Human
Oct 12, 2022
122
I am broken lonely torn alone. Can someone please help me me I can't take the pain I want to go . I don't have the means.

I need help with getting sn In the uk

Then I need someone to tell me it's okay . I can't do it on my own

I can't handle this life . I am soo skinny I can't eat
Please I can't sleep , the pain is soo much please someone reach out to me please
I can't supply any method but when you decide to go, you can come back here and we'll send you off with a warm hug(virtual, most probably)
 
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SadJessu

SadJessu

Just tired.
Aug 17, 2020
168
Sending hugs. Please know that you're not alone.
 
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Sad_Sack

Experienced
Oct 3, 2022
261
I'm so sorry you are feeling badly. Its not right that you are going through this. It's truly hell to be stuck in this position. I hope somehow things turn around for you.
 
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noaccount

Enlightened
Oct 26, 2019
1,098
hey why can't you eat? i don't know anything about the u.k. really but i'm here and i'm sorry.
 
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hellispink

hellispink

poisonous
May 26, 2022
1,234
You seem to be in despair, I got you. I spend most of my days in hell too. I hope your pain and this misery disappear forever. I hope you can set yourself free, whatever that means. No one deserves to live this nightmare.
 
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Sunset Limited

I believe in Sunset Limited
Jul 29, 2019
1,381
I would love to help you. I hope you are well my friend.
 
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help56

Student
Oct 4, 2022
121
hey why can't you eat? i don't know anything about the u.k. really but i'm here and i'm sorry.
I can't because I am very depressed and I don't want to be in this life . I haven't gotten the courage
I would love to help you. I hope you are well my friend.
Thank you. I am hopeless. Useless . I just want a truck to hit me
You seem to be in despair, I got you. I spend most of my days in hell too. I hope your pain and this misery disappear forever. I hope you can set yourself free, whatever that means. No one deserves to live this nightmare.
I am looking for the courage to end it . But I cannot find it. I was looking fir N but no luck . Then if I have doctor friend I wanted them to take me out
Everyone sleeps and I am up
Sorry for spamming
 
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miserableforever

miserableforever

Arcanist
Oct 23, 2020
487
I am broken lonely torn alone. Can someone please help me me I can't take the pain I want to go . I don't have the means.

I need help with getting sn In the uk

Then I need someone to tell me it's okay . I can't do it on my own

I can't handle this life . I am soo skinny I can't eat
Please I can't sleep , the pain is soo much please someone reach out to me please
Message me. I know I'm late but I hope not too late. Say hi please.
 
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noaccount

Enlightened
Oct 26, 2019
1,098
You're not spamming. That sounds awful, I'm sorry.
 
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LittleJem

Visionary
Jul 3, 2019
2,666
Have you tried weed? It can help with eating and appetite.

I'm sorry for all the suffering you are experiencing. Depression is torture and it affects the body as well as the mind. I think people who don't have it think it is all int eh mind, but it affects everything.
 
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makethepainstop

Visionary
Sep 16, 2022
2,029
Have you tried weed? It can help with eating and appetite.

I'm sorry for all the suffering you are experiencing. Depression is torture and it affects the body as well as the mind. I think people who don't have it think it is all int eh mind, but it affects everything.
THC gummies can help your suffering believe you me.
 
Wasabi

Wasabi

Member
Sep 9, 2022
54
I'm so sorry this is happening to you. I am from Russia, but despite this, I would like to help with SN…
 
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DeadManLiving

Ticketholder
Sep 9, 2022
408
I can't handle this life . I am soo skinny I can't eat
Is it because of the emotional pain zapping your appetite?

I can't eat either. I've lost over 93 pounds over the past year and my BMI is critically low. I often go two or three days without eating. I have to force feed myself. I've not had an appetite since 2019, after a traumatic incident threw me into a withering tornado of financial, emotional, and psychological ruin.

Ever since, eating has become a chore. To explain: Imagine you were just kidnapped by the most violent cartel gang in Mexico and you were violently packed into a cramped cell with the rotten stench of decaying corpses overhearing the most grisly and gruesome cries of captives' torture cries defying maxima of humane description; your gut wrenching with a sense of foreboding doom pending your turn coming due. The very last thing on my mind would be a Happy Meal, or consuming anything for its sake.

The scenario is a bit of an exaggeration, but no less an understatement either.
 
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noaccount

Enlightened
Oct 26, 2019
1,098
What's that.
THC in edible form. THC is a main compound in weed that has emotional/psychological effects and stimulates appetite.

Can you eat simple sugars, soda, candy, meal replacement shakes, just to get some easy quick calories?
 
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help56

Student
Oct 4, 2022
121
Is it because of the emotional pain zapping your appetite?

I can't eat either. I've lost over 93 pounds over the past year and my BMI is critically low. I often go two or three days without eating. I have to force feed myself. I've not had an appetite since 2019, after a traumatic incident threw me into a withering tornado of financial, emotional, and psychological ruin.

Ever since, eating has become a chore. To explain: Imagine you were just kidnapped by the most violent cartel gang in Mexico and you were violently packed into a cramped cell with the rotten stench of decaying corpses overhearing the most grisly and gruesome cries of captives' torture cries defying maxima of humane description; your gut wrenching with a sense of foreboding doom pending your turn coming due. The very last thing on my mind would be a Happy Meal, or consuming anything for its sake.

The scenario is a bit of an exaggeration, but no less an understatement either.
Wow same thing . I now weigh 50 kg and for my height that's. In the undernourished scale . I can't eat too . I have to force feed. Taking supplements as a way of not killing my self
Wow same thing . I now weigh 50 kg and for my height that's. In the undernourished scale . I can't eat too . I have to force feed. Taking supplements as a way of not killing my self
Yet I want to go
Wow same thing . I now weigh 50 kg and for my height that's. In the undernourished scale . I can't eat too . I have to force feed. Taking supplements as a way of not killing my self

Yet I want to go
Did the cartel thing happen to you? It sounds awful . Also the tornado ?
THC in edible form. THC is a main compound in weed that has emotional/psychological effects and stimulates appetite.

Can you eat simple sugars, soda, candy, meal replacement shakes, just to get some easy quick calories?
Thing is I am hoping I leave . Like something kills me off
I'm so sorry this is happening to you. I am from Russia, but despite this, I would like to help with SN…
Please
 
Hollowillow

Hollowillow

The only place that allows negative feelings.
Aug 7, 2022
1,527
Brain broken. Hard to type. You can pm me. But hard reply. Had ss friend to talk on zoom. Would be eating candy together now .. but got hurt... Scared her away... Therapies refuse to help me. Too far gone... Sent me in psychiatry. Where rhey give drugs that worsen symptoms and deshumanize us. Tried 5 times right after psych ward. No one belueve body hurts. Victim of crimes. Police said i deserved it. Threat me worse than criminals. Small woman. Sick. Get abused... Non stop since child... Tried death at 11... 42 now. Pure hell. Need... Friend... Speak voice... Hard text
 
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help56

Student
Oct 4, 2022
121
Brain broken. Hard to type. You can pm me. But hard reply. Had ss friend to talk on zoom. Would be eating candy together now .. but got hurt... Scared her away... Therapies refuse to help me. Too far gone... Sent me in psychiatry. Where rhey give drugs that worsen symptoms and deshumanize us. Tried 5 times right after psych ward. No one belueve body hurts. Victim of crimes. Police said i deserved it. Threat me worse than criminals. Small woman. Sick. Get abused... Non stop since child... Tried death at 11... 42 now. Pure hell. Need... Friend... Speak voice... Hard text
Understand
 
marcy2022

marcy2022

Student
Oct 19, 2022
151
I am broken lonely torn alone. Can someone please help me me I can't take the pain I want to go . I don't have the means.

I need help with getting sn In the uk

Then I need someone to tell me it's okay . I can't do it on my own

I can't handle this life . I am soo skinny I can't eat
Please I can't sleep , the pain is soo much please someone reach out to me please
Broken, torn and alone, I can relate. I know sorry may not what you want to hear or may not help but if there's a tiny bit of chance that it'll help, I'm so sorry for you and I mean it. Sending you hugs if you'll have them.
 
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Painless_end

Painless_end

Life is too difficult for me
Oct 11, 2019
794
How are you feeling now ? Did you get the help you needed ?
 
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help56

Student
Oct 4, 2022
121
Broken, torn and alone, I can relate. I know sorry may not what you want to hear or may not help but if there's a tiny bit of chance that it'll help, I'm so sorry for you and I mean it. Sending you hugs if you'll have them.
No one really cares . I want out
How are you feeling now ? Did you get the help you needed ?
No I did not
Please I am broken
 

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