Please help me die

[nana2000]

My mom won't let me leave the house so I can starve myself to death. She threaten to call the police. And my mental sufferage is going on

 

[Galileo3630]

How old are you and do you have any money?

 

[nana2000]

I'm 34. I can take a loan for three month. Enough time to starve to death.

 

[GasMonkey]

You are a 34yo adult, you have freedom of movement, your mom cannot forcibly keep you in the house, that would be illegal.

 

[nana2000]

The problem is I foolishly trusted her and told her about my plans. She can report me with ease
Sometimes I wish her to die so I can finally go in peace

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds like such a horrific situation to be in, it's extreme cruelty how people wish to make suicidal people suffer more by calling the police on them, it just shows that this world undeniably is hell. But I hope that you find freedom from the torture that is existing, as humans we deserve to have the option to exit this world in peace, it's disgusting how people wish to take that away and force people to suffer.

 

[nana2000]

my mom is a sadist. She's torturing me thinking she's helping me. She wants me to finish my studies and find a husband. She doesn't understand she has ruined my treatment by forcing me to take slimming shots. Those shots made my pills stop working. I didn't want to take those shots. She forcefully make me continue to live. I truly wish she will die.
she is the one who put me on psychiatric treatment in the first place despite and it made my condition much worse.

 

[nana2000]

That sounds like such a horrific situation to be in, it's extreme cruelty how people wish to make suicidal people suffer more by calling the police on them, it just shows that this world undeniably is hell. But I hope that you find freedom from the torture that is existing, as humans we deserve to have the option to exit this world in peace, it's disgusting how people wish to take that away and force people to suffer.

Im afraid I will be free only when she dies

 

[Ki_Nam]

You should probably leave. In my case, my mother cares about me and my family needs me. So I will go with N2 when they are guaranteed a stable life. Every waking moment is pain, but I can withstand it. I don't know how much longer though, since I was recently kicked when I was down, and so many things happened all at once. I was confused, shocked, both at home and EVEN at my workplace - right at a point in my life when I thought I could recover or give myself another chance. But that mentality and motivation is gone out the window and I will never get it back.

Sorry for rambling. I wish you the best. Truly.

 

[nana2000]

Im afraid I will be free only when she dies

You should probably leave. In my case, my mother cares about me and my family needs me. So I will go with N2 when they are guaranteed a stable life. Every waking moment is pain, but I can withstand it. I don't know how much longer though, since I was recently kicked when I was down, and so many things happened all at once. I was confused, shocked, right at a point in my life when I thought I could recover or give myself another chance. But that mentality and motivation is gone out the window and I will never get it back.

Sorry for rambling. I wish you the best. Truly.

I'm afraid I will be free only when she dies

 

[Viranamari]

Your mother sounds extremely despicable. Instead of respecting your decision, she called the cops on you. And instead of helping you, it simply prolonged your suffering and made you more desperate to die. It's horrible how human beings can do that to another human. But in her defense, suicide is extremely hard for loved ones which is why she is trying to prevent you from doing so. Next time when you're planning to CTB, you shouldn't tell her about it as it will simply make you suffer more. You should probably leave the house since you are already of age. And anyways, suicide by starvation is an extremely slow and painful method so you might want to reconsider your desired method.

 

[nana2000]

Your mother sounds extremely despicable. Instead of respecting your decision, she called the cops on you. And instead of helping you, it simply prolonged your suffering and made you more desperate to die. It's horrible how human beings can do that to another human. But in her defense, suicide is extremely hard for loved ones which is why she is trying to prevent you from doing so. Next time when you're planning to CTB, you shouldn't tell her about it as it will simply make you suffer more. You should probably leave the house since you are already of age. And anyways, suicide by starvation is an extremely slow and painful method so you might want to reconsider your desired method.

I think starvation is good for me because I think I might just loose contiousness after couple of days. But the problem is that right now I'm in a hospital (thanks to her) and they reduced a lot of my necessary meds. I can't study like that. My mother threatens that if I won't take the meds as they tell me (which I can't function with) she will tell them I wanted to die and they will lock me for good. I have left 3 month to finish my studies. I don't know how to get rid of that monster.

You should probably leave. In my case, my mother cares about me and my family needs me. So I will go with N2 when they are guaranteed a stable life. Every waking moment is pain, but I can withstand it. I don't know how much longer though, since I was recently kicked when I was down, and so many things happened all at once. I was confused, shocked, both at home and EVEN at my workplace - right at a point in my life when I thought I could recover or give myself another chance. But that mentality and motivation is gone out the window and I will never get it back.

Sorry for rambling. I wish you the best. Truly.

Thank you very much

I think starvation is good for me because I think I might just loose contiousness after couple of days. But the problem is that right now I'm in a hospital (thanks to her) and they reduced a lot of my necessary meds. I can't study like that. My mother threatens that if I won't take the meds as they tell me (which I can't function with) she will tell them I wanted to die and they will lock me for good. I have left 3 month to finish my studies. I don't know how to get rid of that monster.

Thank you very much

She caught me buying a sn. And then she threatened me that if I won't go to the hospital she will tell everything to the police

I think starvation is good for me because I think I might just loose contiousness after couple of days. But the problem is that right now I'm in a hospital (thanks to her) and they reduced a lot of my necessary meds. I can't study like that. My mother threatens that if I won't take the meds as they tell me (which I can't function with) she will tell them I wanted to die and they will lock me for good. I have left 3 month to finish my studies. I don't know how to get rid of that monster.

Thank you very much

She caught me buying a sn. And then she threatened me that if I won't go to the hospital she will tell everything to the police

I hope she will let me stay in the dorms and I will get the meds I need

 

[moochu_]

my mom is a sadist. She's torturing me thinking she's helping me. She wants me to finish my studies and find a husband. She doesn't understand she has ruined my treatment by forcing me to take slimming shots. Those shots made my pills stop working. I didn't want to take those shots. She forcefully make me continue to live. I truly wish she will die.
she is the one who put me on psychiatric treatment in the first place despite and it made my condition much worse.

She truely sounds like a demon. I hope you'll be able to find peace. People like her who force people to keep on living are nothing but demons. Hang in tight angel. I'm sure freedom's coming soon if you can find a way out ♡

 

[nana2000]

She truely sounds like a demon. I hope you'll be able to find peace. People like her who force people to keep on living are nothing but demons. Hang in tight angel. I'm sure freedom's coming soon if you can find a way out ♡

Thank you very much

She truely sounds like a demon. I hope you'll be able to find peace. People like her who force people to keep on living are nothing but demons. Hang in tight angel. I'm sure freedom's coming soon if you can find a way out ♡

Now she doesn't let me live aither. She doesn't want me to finish my studies, take the amount of pills I need and she wants to keep me rotting in the hospital