Its gonna sound weird, but I thought a combo with hanging would be really effective...my ex used to huff those gas canisters (the computer duster, I don't know what's actually in them and too lazy to look it up.) She would hit it, her eyes would roll back, and she'd lose control of her muscles and go completely unconscious, often with seizures and labored breathing. I've thought about this...standing on a ladder with the noose around my neck, and just taking rips like a mad bastard off of an air can until I lost control. I'd already be unconscious by the time the blood/air choke started. The only thing that stops me from going this way is aesthetics, tbh...I don't want to be found hanging at all, and definitely not with an air can at my feet like a straight junkie. Plus, family and friends would probably assume that I made the decision because I was high on inhalants, which isn't how I wanna be remembered (like it matters, but I can't lie to myself about not caring anymore)