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THE_Mar?

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Mar 30, 2026
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Hi everyone! This is my first post so I hope the formatting is correct. I'm planning on hanging myself in the next 1-2 months and want to make sure I get the details right so I lose consciousness relatively quick.

A few details about me:

I'm on the spectrum and suffer from an anxiety disorder and depressive disorder that makes it VERY hard to connect with people. Recently I have delved into the occult, and upon my meditations, dream analysis, and reflection upon my childhood, it is very likely I was taken advantage of as a young boy at least once. Right now I'm essentially a NEET and have no desire to try and live life, especially in a society that is rapidly advancing towards distopia. That being said, I've arrived at a sort of peace with my decision. During my exploration of consciousness, I have had memories return to me that convince me "I" will exist past the death of my body in another form, so I will leave this place content.

The Method:

I plan on hanging full suspension in a beam from my garage. I have tied a 25ft long ethernet cable into a hangman's knot and will use this as the rope. I plan on tying the rope high enough to barely reach my chin from atop a chair, so about a 12 inch drop. I will be wrapping a scarf around my neck to make the cable less uncomfortable and to compress my carotid arteries better. I'm going to do this at around 3am to make sure everyone's asleep. I will be gone before morning light.

Any suggestions? I would love and appreciate any comments on the matter. May our suffering end
 
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just be careful about people sleeping next to you, to be honest i plan to do the same because i'm never alone, but there's a small chance they could find you
 
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THE_Mar?

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Mar 30, 2026
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just be careful about people sleeping next to you, to be honest i plan to do the same because i'm never alone, but there's a small chance they could find you
Thanks for replying. There's somebody sleeping on ground floor next to the garage but there are noise muffling objects between the wall. I'm just praying my convulsions don't knock smth over lmao
Why Ethernet and not rope?
I Don't have access to rope at the moment. Will it still work?
 
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Thanks for replying. There's somebody sleeping on ground floor next to the garage but there are noise muffling objects between the wall. I'm just praying my convulsions don't knock smth over lmao

I Don't have access to rope at the moment. Will it still work?
I don't know. I'd be afraid it might break. You have plenty of time to get rope. Or test the cable. Hang on to it with your full weight
 
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no_one_will_know

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Mar 28, 2026
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Hi everyone! This is my first post so I hope the formatting is correct. I'm planning on hanging myself in the next 1-2 months and want to make sure I get the details right so I lose consciousness relatively quick.

A few details about me:

I'm on the spectrum and suffer from an anxiety disorder and depressive disorder that makes it VERY hard to connect with people. Recently I have delved into the occult, and upon my meditations, dream analysis, and reflection upon my childhood, it is very likely I was taken advantage of as a young boy at least once. Right now I'm essentially a NEET and have no desire to try and live life, especially in a society that is rapidly advancing towards distopia. That being said, I've arrived at a sort of peace with my decision. During my exploration of consciousness, I have had memories return to me that convince me "I" will exist past the death of my body in another form, so I will leave this place content.

The Method:

I plan on hanging full suspension in a beam from my garage. I have tied a 25ft long ethernet cable into a hangman's knot and will use this as the rope. I plan on tying the rope high enough to barely reach my chin from atop a chair, so about a 12 inch drop. I will be wrapping a scarf around my neck to make the cable less uncomfortable and to compress my carotid arteries better. I'm going to do this at around 3am to make sure everyone's asleep. I will be gone before morning light.

Any suggestions? I would love and appreciate any comments on the matter. May our suffering end
don't use that cable, the chances of breaking are pretty high, make an effort and find proper rope. best of luck
 
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THE_Mar?

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don't use that cable, the chances of breaking are pretty high, make an effort and find proper rope. best of luck
I'll keep that in mind. It was able to hold me for 10 secs but for 25+ mins idk. Thanks for the feedback!
 
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