I know it sounds ridiculous, but it's the truth. I really hate the culture on Reddit, but there were a few small communities revolving around niche games and music that I loved to participate in; they were the only communities I truly feel like I belonged. I've tried so many ways to circumvent the ban to no avail, I don't troll on that website at all. I got banned for what was pretty much a misunderstanding
When you're as anti-social as I am, it really is a huge blow. Ever since I've been banned, the things I used to do for fun just don't phase me anymore. I've cried nearly everyday and have no will to eat. I've been trying to break into other hobbies but there's just this profound pain in my heart/body and cloudiness in my brain I can't overcome. I really don't know what to do now…