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Franken_1517

Franken_1517

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Mar 14, 2024
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I have the perfect jumping spot- walking distance from home- easily 15 storeys tall, no obstruction on the fall down, hard concrete landing.

The only problem- its at the top of a shopping complex. I don't want to traumatise anyone, and since I live in a somewhat populated area there are too many people around here at all times of the day. I want my death to be in peace and quiet.

It's so tempting to just jump and get it over with...perhaps I should go hiking and find a desolate cliff. But there are people everywhere - even in my home i have no privacy, and i cant go alone to a motel.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I find it so cruel how people cannot just have the option to just painlessly die when they wish to, I also just want to die in peace but anyway I hope that you eventually find what you search for, best wishes.
 
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sos

sos

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Jul 22, 2024
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as easy as i might make it sound but you've kinda gotta deal w the fact that you'll be found by someone

whether its outside or inside

sure a mall is a more populated area

is jumping from a height your only method or what would you do if you could do it at home/at a motel?
 
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Franken_1517

Franken_1517

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as easy as i might make it sound but you've kinda gotta deal w the fact that you'll be found by someone

whether its outside or inside

sure a mall is a more populated area

is jumping from a height your only method or what would you do if you could do it at home/at a motel?
Drowning is good as well but im a good swimmer so not sure how to implement. SN/N/Carbon monoxide/ Hanging/cutting are a hard no for me for personal reasons.
 
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CHOSEVIOLENCE

CHOSEVIOLENCE

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Jul 24, 2024
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Drowning is good as well but I'm a good swimmer so not sure how to implement. SN/N/Carbon monoxide/ Hanging/cutting are a hard no for me for personal reasons.
I'm also a good swimmer which is why I plan to get wasted first. It also depends on the kind of bodies of water are around you. My place of choice is very huge and is going to require me to jump in it first so I'm not too worried about somehow swimming to safety.
 
msesis

msesis

Student
Jun 16, 2024
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I have the perfect jumping spot- walking distance from home- easily 15 storeys tall, no obstruction on the fall down, hard concrete landing.

The only problem- its at the top of a shopping complex. I don't want to traumatise anyone, and since I live in a somewhat populated area there are too many people around here at all times of the day. I want my death to be in peace and quiet.

It's so tempting to just jump and get it over with...perhaps I should go hiking and find a desolate cliff. But there are people everywhere - even in my home i have no privacy, and i cant go alone to a motel.
I don't want to encourage you to ctb, but maybe you could call emergency services and then do it in the middle of the night? So they can come get you before anyone sees your body. Like, 3-5am
 

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