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Soon4me

Soon4me

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I am just after waking up so i don't know if any of this will make sense.Probably not :)
I Agree 100% with what anna said It's what's on the inside that counts.

I just made to thread for a distraction.Also i find it interesting to see who other people are attracted to.I understand about depression also.
For over a year i was not able to listen to any music,watch tv.I wasn't able to do anything.For a while i was not even able to get out of bed.
My only escape was sleep and even sleep was ruined with bad dreams.
I refused to take any antidepressants.But i finally had to give in.I don't like taking them,they won't fix my problems,but i can now function a little bit better.Not much but a little bit better.

At times there are certain threads here on this site that i do not even open,because i know from the title of the thread that it will just depress me.
So i leave it,maybe i open it the next day and see,if it does depress me i look for some other thread and maybe come back to that one at another time.

For me anyway anything that can distract me for a few minutes a day,just listen to one or two songs,watch an eposide of a tv series,a documentary.
Even just to smile or laugh one time a day for a few seconds.To give me a break.My life is ruined nothing i can do to fix that but i do what i can to escape for a few minutes a day.
A bit over two years ago is when my life was destroyed.Before that I had friends most of these were punks or hippies.i always had a fascination with anyone that was anyway different to most "normal" people.But i have pushed them all away now.I left my job.I only speak with family now and even that is difficult.
I leave my home maybe one time per week for a few hours.

It's just when i see a punk or a hippie i feel like i already know them,i can relate to them,and i know i will have similar interests and ideas to them.
But if i saw a very good looking "normal" male or female,and i saw a not so good looking male or female but they were a punk or hippie.
I would go straight for the punk or hippie first.

Also i am trapped i can't live and i can't die.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/do-you-feel-trapped.3143/
So i don't know what to do with my time.

I also use a lot of marijuana at first i thought this was really helping me.But if i am to be honest all it does for me is to help me forget about my problems for a while.But they all come back the next day.This was originally going to be a short answer :)

Oh and thank you to everyone who added pictures or commented or joked,it distracted me for a while and the jokes made me laugh also.
Thank You.Time for some coffee :)
 
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Tiburcio

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I was joking, but it seems this made others feel bad :I

Specially because the 99% of people here have some body complex or body issues.


I would like to post a photo of myself here but you csn never be safe with so little privacty in Internet :meh:



Also, I like fat peopke, don't judge me
 
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anna

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I am just after waking up so i don't know if any of this will make sense.Probably not :)
I Agree 100% with what anna said It's what's on the inside that counts.

I just made to thread for a distraction.Also i find it interesting to see who other people are attracted to.I understand about depression also.
For over a year i was not able to listen to any music,watch tv.I wasn't able to do anything.For a while i was not even able to get out of bed.
My only escape was sleep and even sleep was ruined with bad dreams.
I refused to take any antidepressants.But i finally had to give in.I don't like taking them,they won't fix my problems,but i can now function a little bit better.Not much but a little bit better.

At times there are certain threads here on this site that i do not even open,because i know from the title of the thread that it will just depress me.
So i leave it,maybe i open it the next day and see,if it does depress me i look for some other thread and maybe come back to that one at another time.

For me anyway anything that can distract me for a few minutes a day,just listen to one or two songs,watch an eposide of a tv series,a documentary.
Even just to smile or laugh one time a day for a few seconds.To give me a break.My life is ruined nothing i can do to fix that but i do what i can to escape for a few minutes a day.
A bit over two years ago is when my life was destroyed.Before that I had friends most of these were punks or hippies.i always had a fascination with anyone that was anyway different to most "normal" people.But i have pushed them all away now.I left my job.I only speak with family now and even that is difficult.
I leave my home maybe one time per week for a few hours.

It's just when i see a punk or a hippie i feel like i already know them,i can relate to them,and i know i will have similar interests and ideas to them.
But if i saw a very good looking "normal" male or female,and i saw a not so good looking male or female but they were a punk or hippie.
I would go straight for the punk or hippie first.

Also i am trapped i can't live and i can't die.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/do-you-feel-trapped.3143/
So i don't know what to do with my time.

I also use a lot of marijuana at first i thought this was really helping me.But if i am to be honest all it does for me is to help me forget about my problems for a while.But they all come back the next day.This was originally going to be a short answer :)

Oh and thank you to everyone who added pictures or commented or joked,it distracted me for a while and the jokes made me laugh also.
Thank You.Time for some coffee :)
I feel you
I personally appreciate your intention
Sometimes this type of thread, give us that little respite that we need
 
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Soon4me

Soon4me

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I was joking, but it seems this made others feel bad :I

Specially because the 99% of people here have some body complex or body issues.


I would like to post a photo of myself here but you csn never be safe with so little privacty in Internet :meh:



Also, I like fat peopke, don't judge me
Hi Tiburcio :)
Yes Better not to post a photo of yourself ! And yes fat people are beautiful also.I will post some later.
I wish i was better at communicating with people,most of the time i don't know what to say.
Thank You for your post :)
 
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TooLate2582

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May 6, 2018
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Take a normally attractive girl. Give her a bunch of childhood trauma, substance abuse problems, self harm scars, abusive ex's, tattoos, some suicide attempts, a penchant for wild sex and the ability to hide it all so well that she appears to be a functioning memeber of society and I'll wife that the fuck up in a heartbeat.

That's the kind of girls I'm attracted to. I have pics of them but not going to post without their consent....and you can't really google search that shit, either.
 
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⋔⊬ ☌⍜⎅, ⟟⏁´⌇ ⎎⎍⌰⌰ ⍜⎎ ⌿⍜⌰⟟☊⟒
Aug 17, 2018
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if u r depressed because of this thread just don´t come here...
here r so many threads which are ultra negative and just a few positive ones, where I can relax a bit and smile
i dont understand this peoples problem???
 
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Soon4me

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Chris Farley
:love:

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I actually really do find this woman attractive !
 
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Some celebs I like looking at
 

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Here's an autographed pic of the gorgeous and sexy Tiburcio that I found.
Fab
 
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couldntthinkofaname

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no

just

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shave it off
 
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sorry for the size
 
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Soon4me

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I would love to spend the night with these.
all four of them.
at the same time.

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I would love to spend the night with these.
all four of them.
at the same time.

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@Soon4me I think you are beautiful... <3
 
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I find goth/alternative girls wicked sexy.
 
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Brokenanddeadinside

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I think it's a bit off-topic, but I love that profile picture (not attraction, just find it cool). Is that you?
Thanks and yes it is.
 
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Tiburcio

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no

just

no



shave it off
You seem so disrespectful, don't you? Why don't you let others be aa they want instead of trying to adapt us to their personal preferences?

World would be better without this comments. This is repressive.
 
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