Discussion people who live/d with abusers, how did/do you deal with them and does it still affect you?

[c4di]

i feel like im going insane thinking about all what went down in my life

 

[peacebenow]

not good.

 

[telekon]

eventually i just literally had a schizophrenic episode that made me leave, the psychosis was really bad i thought they were demons and were going to kill me and I had to get out of the house. it still affects me because they're my parents and don't really love me or care about me, hang up on me when i need help etc. my family life is pretty much a joke at this point.