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VampQueen

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Did you feel light headed? Afterwards did you feel your heart trying to play catch-up with pumping blood? Did you have a headache afterwards? What did it feel like?
 
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druggedonsurvival

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I've tested choking myself with a belt, and yes you end up getting light-headed at times and a headache at other times depending on where it's positioned. I wouldn't try it for an actual attempt because it would be hard to use as an actual noose.
 
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VampQueen

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Feb 6, 2024
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I've tested choking myself with a belt, and yes you end up getting light-headed at times and a headache at other times depending on where it's positioned. I wouldn't try it for an actual attempt because it would be hard to use as an actual noose.
I just tested a belt with partial hanging. I think it went OK. But unfortunately my chest hurts, I have a headache and I feel anxious. Those were my results
 
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druggedonsurvival

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Feb 8, 2024
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I just tested a belt with partial hanging. I think it went OK. But unfortunately my chest hurts, I have a headache and I feel anxious. Those were my results
You felt anxious after testing with the belt? That's interesting, I felt it was relaxing, almost euphoric when it got to the point where I felt like I was about to pass out. In any case I think finding the carotid arteries is key, it's just harder to do than it seems... Anyway, sorry you're in pain and I hope it's not too painful.
 
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VampQueen

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Feb 6, 2024
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You felt anxious after testing with the belt? That's interesting, I felt it was relaxing, almost euphoric when it got to the point where I felt like I was about to pass out. In any case I think finding the carotid arteries is key, it's just harder to do than it seems... Anyway, sorry you're in pain and I hope it's not too painful.
Yeah im not sure why I'm anxious. Maybe its my bodies natural reaction? Maybe its because i can see myself fullt going through with the method. When I was testing it I felt pretty happy.

Also not sure if this is relevant but I think my chest hurts because my heart had to play catch-up with pumping blood. I do have a heart problem so maybe constricting two major arteries then releasing the pressure was too much for my heart. Felt my heart pumping after I released the belt.

Anyway I'm calming down now.
 
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