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Dear_headlights
Member
- Nov 18, 2019
- 8
Isolation and lonliness is a part of why i want to ctb and i thought it couldnt hurt to try one more social thing before i give up. I tried my best to go in with a good attitude but throughout it i slowly lost energy before giving up and leaving. I hardly said i word to anyone. I just dont understand people. All they did was shout random shit and laugh it was like watching animals in a zoo... not to say im better than them, just i feel that distanced from them. I think tonight i learned its never going to happen. I will never have freinds let alone a relationship, ive been alone my whole life and its going to stay that way.