randomz
Specialist
- Nov 4, 2019
- 395
Hi guys,
I wonder if you could tell me of a simple but effective poison I can concont with mostly stuff I can find at my home that would be able to help me CTB fast and relativeley painlessly. I can't use the SN method as I don't have a way to purchase some and hiding it from my girlfriend as she know about my suicidal tendencies and she will freak out when she sees what I've done.
I don't want to hang myself as I have always found that method to be extremely painful and scary for the people who find me afterwards (yes I know I will be dead when they find me, but still I can'tallow myself to show my family such a harrowing view - my hanging body in my apartment).
I wonder if you could tell me of a simple but effective poison I can concont with mostly stuff I can find at my home that would be able to help me CTB fast and relativeley painlessly. I can't use the SN method as I don't have a way to purchase some and hiding it from my girlfriend as she know about my suicidal tendencies and she will freak out when she sees what I've done.
I don't want to hang myself as I have always found that method to be extremely painful and scary for the people who find me afterwards (yes I know I will be dead when they find me, but still I can'tallow myself to show my family such a harrowing view - my hanging body in my apartment).