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katkreation

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Oct 1, 2018
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Hi,
Has anyone resorted to the peaceful pill directory? I'm trying my everything to have a dignified and painless death, something I'm terrified about but better than what I've been through for the past 15 yrs which has been unbearable.
I contacted them because they vouch for certain online sellers of nembutal (one for liquid and other for powder) but it seems to me that it's directed to US citizens or those in the Americas.
I live in the EU, and though I have access "technically" to assisted euthanasia in Belgium/Netherlands and Switzerland. I want to be home..
The other thing is, any shipment coming from outside of the EU (European Union) is extremely risky if containing illegal substance, and the consequences are extremely bad.

Does anyone have or had anyone had an experience with obtaining it within the EU? the peaceful pill directory continuously warns about scammers and I'm sort of twisting my head around what to do...and would avoid ending up being mentally damaged of worst, a vegetable in bed.

any help, compassion, empathy and guidance.. please.
thank you
 
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Duqu

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The PPeH is kind of the gold standard around here for information. Look around and you can find links to the PDF's of the most recent one (or the second most recent one anyway; an new one comes out every few months sometimes). There's a thread here called "getting N from A" (apparently "A" is someone mentioned in the PPeH I haven't read it as I don't plan on using Numbutal). Too expensive, too risky of getting confiscated, too much chance I won't be able to drink it all (200mL of a very bitter liquid is hard!).

SN or opioid OD is my preference (yes there are a bunch of SN threads here, plus it's in the handbook, so don't just ask "what is SN" just do a little browsing...
 
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blurr21

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Sep 13, 2018
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Yes pls check the ppeh for scam sites..
 
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intr0naut

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May 26, 2018
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Peaceful Pill Directory is one of the oldest SCAM arround...don't send your money to their so called suppliers.
Look up for the Peaceful Pill eHandbook in the resources thread and get Alejandro's email address.
 
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katkreation

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Peaceful Pill Directory is one of the oldest SCAM arround...don't send your money to their so called suppliers.
Look up for the Peaceful Pill eHandbook in the resources thread and get Alejandro's email address.

I contacted their directory and they gave me Alejandro's contact. But...this guy is in mexico. There's no way in hell that will not get confiscated in Europe
 
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intr0naut

Student
May 26, 2018
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Most likely you got a modified email address which links to themselves, that's how they operate!
Use only the address from the Peaceful Pill handbook!!!
 
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katkreation

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Oct 1, 2018
14
Most likely you got a modified email address which links to themselves, that's how they operate!
Use only the address from the Peaceful Pill handbook!!!

I see...thanks for that!
so I can find a version of it here, right?
the problem still is, that it comes from mexico
 
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intr0naut

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May 26, 2018
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One more thing...A will send last orders before the October 20 weekend and will resume operations on mid to end November. Just so you know.
 
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katkreation

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I read online different reports on Alejandro... has anyone been in contact successfully in recent period? and has successfully acquired N from him?
if I spend around 6/700$ it's basically every penny I've got. Hate to be on the streets after that
 
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Shay

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Aug 31, 2018
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I read online different reports on Alejandro... has anyone been in contact successfully in recent period? and has successfully acquired N from him?
if I spend around 6/700$ it's basically every penny I've got. Hate to be on the streets after that
What did reports say?
 
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katkreation

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Oct 1, 2018
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What did reports say?

something about him being surveilled...
I'm really torn apart... I've got a lethal dose of opioids... that I'm considering over N...but I know the risks...
plus anti-emetics either way see harder to get
 
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Shay

Experienced
Aug 31, 2018
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something about him being surveilled...
I'm really torn apart... I've got a lethal dose of opioids... that I'm considering over N...but I know the risks...
plus anti-emetics either way see harder to get
That's dangerous!
 
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katkreation

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Oct 1, 2018
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What report mentioned surveillance

I can't remember, I googled his name and looked at results from the past year... some say they got scammed...never arrived, other say he's being surveilled ...i dunno what to believe or trust...
 
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katkreation

Member
Oct 1, 2018
14
Kinda losing it...and I'm worried I'll end up doing some bad stuff that won't be effective but will cripple me even more
 
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Shay

Experienced
Aug 31, 2018
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I can't remember, I googled his name and looked at results from the past year... some say they got scammed...never arrived, other say he's being surveilled ...i dunno what to believe or trust...
I've heard some don't receive and have to reorder.
 
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katkreation

Member
Oct 1, 2018
14
I've heard some don't receive and have to reorder.

thing is...I get the impression most ppl whove reported getting N successfully are in the US. or nearby...
I never heard of anyone having it come through the EU... I got caught once with benzos...I was called into the customs and had to stand in front of the officer not knowing what to explain... consequences were court hearing and fine. that's for 10 pills... N is bad
 
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Lovemykids

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Oct 1, 2018
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A mentioned 95% chances delivery in my location hopefully all will go well
Waiting him to send payment info
 
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OfficerK

Experienced
May 6, 2018
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I can't remember, I googled his name and looked at results from the past year... some say they got scammed...never arrived, other say he's being surveilled ...i dunno what to believe or trust...
It's possible for you to not receive the package even if A has sent it. Spend some time looking into customs protocols and import laws in your country.
 
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