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ImpairedLowlife

ImpairedLowlife

Empty and hollow
Aug 3, 2020
369
At this point I am not even trying to solve things that bother me. I have no hope or any plans for future. In fact I am even sure there's no future for me.
When things are getting worse I just cut myself until I feel better.
Once everything fucks up even more I am sure I will ctb. I bought a rope for it about month ago.
Only self harming and knowing I have a rope helps me fight my anxiety now.
Only 4 years ago I was pretty much normal guy, but then everything fucked up.
I am a fucking failure.
 
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Valon

Valon

Member
Sep 14, 2020
70
Same here, bro. There are some things in life you just can't recover from.
 
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Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
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I don't see a future for myself either. Sometimes I wish it didn't have to be that way, but there's no sense in holding onto false hope. It seems that even if I change things, something else goes horribly wrong and then I'm back at square one. A SN cocktail is probably going to BE the future for me.
 
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