KatyushaHanging
Katya
- Feb 28, 2023
- 18
My boyfriend, whom I love very very much, has started to wonder if I've been considering CTB (which I have, heavily). In the past I've spoken to him about it, we've had long talks about it, and he does help with alot of the shit I deal with. However I'm scared that the stress of me is going to cause him to leave me, and that would tip me over the edge. He knows I struggle with depression, suicidal ideation and other shit, but I feel as though he can't handle it. And I'm so scared. I'm so fucking scared..