Why does partial feel easier?
I wonder if it is about SI, and the option of aborting.
I wonder if it is about SI, and the option of aborting.
i couldn't do full at the risk of breaking my neck and being paralysed and making this shitty life even worse. Partial would be the way for me.
Ivenocare
Student
- Mar 31, 2019
- 194
Probably SI, I just got done finding my sweet spot; and as much as I have wanting to die; I seen weird white fuzz with my eyes closed and weird warm and fuzzy feeling. Also people struggle to find sweet spot with partial, it took me 7 tries.
That was the issue I had. I struggled to get it right and gave up. I think you need to practice to ensure you know where you're aiming as failing is exhausting
Ivenocare
Student
- Mar 31, 2019
- 194
For sure, I have been exausted for days... I wasnt even really trying today, just wake up feeling death, but lazy from other attempts... glad I did it though. Hope I can pass out still felt fuzzy and warm but I dont know what is next.
I always like to think that each failed attempt is a step closer to completing it. I feel like this too
41 times looking for this sweet place >_> each failed attempt only shows that even this I can not do. Well, there is a full handging , why not?
It's hard to face isn't it when your method doesn't work. Put so much into finally ctb and then it doesn't work arghhhhh
