Partial, laying down?

[Seekingawayout]

If I were to try one of the laying down partial positions, do you think it would be more likely for me to lose pressure on my neck after convulsions start?
I really need to make something work soon.
Leaning hasn't worked, I stand up. Same with kneeling, and dropping my knees.
I wonder if I were to lift my feet, so the tops of my feet were on the ground? I need to find a position that that's either too comfortable for me to care (laying down?) Or one that's harder to get up from.
I may take my chances with full with the rope I have. It's got a 195 load limit, I'm 135 now.
I need this to be over.

 

[Worndown]

A push-up saves you. Partial is tricky and SI finds ways to overcome your intentions.

 

[Seekingawayout]

A push-up saves you. Partial is tricky and SI finds ways to overcome your intentions.

I know, I've been trying for days.
I'm honestly so close to just rolling the dice with my rope and full suspension.
I guess I'll try the sit in air version, first. I think it would be harder for me to get out of that. But when I eased into it it was crushing my trachea before I could even judge if it would knock me out.