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kingfool316

kingfool316

Meaninglesslife
Sep 13, 2024
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Within the week and next, i am going to do a partial hangging. I'm just going to do some things first before I try. Play my games, go out for walks, see the beauty of nature, and try to breathe normally after my last failed attempt, whichbis shocking nobody notices, then again i am good at hiding things. I saw a video on how partial hannging kills and hopefully it works for me. I won't write a will, theres nothing i can give away except a laptop that my nephew alreadys knows goes to him one day, i hope he takes good care of it. I just need to mentally prepare. My depression and paranoia are now getting me amd driving me insane. I just wished there was a better way
 
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I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.
 
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Within the week and next, i am going to do a partial hangging. I'm just going to do some things first before I try. Play my games, go out for walks, see the beauty of nature, and try to breathe normally after my last failed attempt, whichbis shocking nobody notices, then again i am good at hiding things. I saw a video on how partial hannging kills and hopefully it works for me. I won't write a will, theres nothing i can give away except a laptop that my nephew alreadys knows goes to him one day, i hope he takes good care of it. I just need to mentally prepare. My depression and paranoia are now getting me amd driving me insane. I just wished there was a better way
Could you share the video? thnx
 
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kingfool316

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Could you share the video? thnx
Just go to youtube. Search how the choking game kills demonstration. It should be the first video
 
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saxar

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Sep 13, 2024
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I suggest you first make sure the method works for you, before giving away things. Dry run the partial hanging, e.g. not fixing the rope to an anchor point, but holding it in your hand.
 
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kingfool316

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Sep 13, 2024
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I suggest you first make sure the method works for you, before giving away things. Dry run the partial hanging, e.g. not fixing the rope to an anchor point, but holding it in your hand.
Ty for your concern but i already planned it out. I'm more than sure my chord can hold my weight and i picked a spot nobody can stop me. I just wish some wild animals get to my body first eat me so finding me becomes harder
I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.
Ty. Have you ever thought of how your life would end?
 
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Finding My Way
Dec 5, 2023
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Hope everything works in your favour, savour your final days and good luck
 
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Sep 13, 2024
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Hope everything works in your favour, savour your final days and good luck
Tysm. The only regrets i have is that i never get to finish the story of my games
 
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what games are they if you don't mind me asking?
Honkai star rail, genshin impact and zzz. Of you know these games, it's a shame i won't get to finish genshin
what games are they if you don't mind me asking?
Honkai star rail, genshin impact and zzz. Of you know these games, it's a shame i won't get to finish gens
what games are they if you don't mind me asking?
Also ff7. I will never see cloud and tifa be together. Oh well cant win them all
 
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Finding My Way
Dec 5, 2023
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I've heard of them but never played them, I hope you enjoy them to the fullest before you go
 
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kingfool316

Meaninglesslife
Sep 13, 2024
179
Update: the weather is getting colder, and the river next to the tree i planned to hang on is getting rapid. Maybe the hypothermia method is more likely
 
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kingfool316

Meaninglesslife
Sep 13, 2024
179
Update: hey guys, just an update. I really don't plan to live until new year. I don't want another year of suffering. Still doing mental preps but its harder compared to my last attempt. Probably because a new game is coming out soon and i want to play it. Get some last bit of happiness. Also watching movies i loved in the past. Still not done with that. It's getting easier to fall to my thoughts and it always says to be happy until its all gone
I feel i need to do it soon. Otherwise failure will be unending pain
 
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Update: hey guys, just an update. I really don't plan to live until new year. I don't want another year of suffering. Still doing mental preps but its harder compared to my last attempt. Probably because a new game is coming out soon and i want to play it. Get some last bit of happiness. Also watching movies i loved in the past. Still not done with that. It's getting easier to fall to my thoughts and it always says to be happy until its all gone
I feel i need to do it soon. Otherwise failure will be unending pain
Safe travels friend x
I think I only have maybe a week left in me, I can't decide which movies I want to be my last ones
 
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kingfool316

Meaninglesslife
Sep 13, 2024
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Safe travels friend x
I think I only have maybe a week left in me, I can't decide which movies I want to be my last ones
If you need to laugh like a lunatic, watch jackass forever
 
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kingfool316

Meaninglesslife
Sep 13, 2024
179
Another update: my back gave up on me. Now with emotional pain, i get physical torture. Woohoo. I cant wait to gtf out of this hellhole called life
On the bright side. This can be helpful since i probably cant stand back up in my attempt
 
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