Lost Girl xx
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- Jun 28, 2020
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Hey everyone, I'm writing this while I'm on vacation so I won't be able to attempt suicide for quite a bit. This post is basically just to prepare myself more and figure out what the hell I'm doing wrong and why the hell it's not working.
I've tried to kill myself with partial hanging quite a handful of times and I just can't seem to do it right. I get the exploding head feeling often, and every time that happens I stop and try a different position. Sometimes I get a tingly feeling throughout my entire body, and I feel like I might be able to pass out yet I never do. The first time this happened, it started in my feet and worked its way up until my entire body was tingling. Sometimes my body tingles all at once. Is this a sign that I compressed the artery? I usually get pretty dizzy when this happens. I don't understand why I don't pass out. Maybe if I kept pushing and pushing instead of eventually backing out. I don't know.
Recently (right before I went on vacation a few weeks ago), I switched the knot position of the rope to the front of my neck instead, tried this a few times and my entire body had convulsions and spazzed all over. Is that a good sign? I might be able to pass out from that but I don't know... I'll have to practice more when I get back.
Anyone who's been able to pass out from this, can y'all tell me what it felt like when it happened? I am using both a belt and a rope tied into a slipknot, both near the top of my neck. I haven't really tried at the bottom of my neck because of how uncomfortable it feels when I put it down there, but I might consider forcing myself to experiment with that in the future.
I've tried to kill myself with partial hanging quite a handful of times and I just can't seem to do it right. I get the exploding head feeling often, and every time that happens I stop and try a different position. Sometimes I get a tingly feeling throughout my entire body, and I feel like I might be able to pass out yet I never do. The first time this happened, it started in my feet and worked its way up until my entire body was tingling. Sometimes my body tingles all at once. Is this a sign that I compressed the artery? I usually get pretty dizzy when this happens. I don't understand why I don't pass out. Maybe if I kept pushing and pushing instead of eventually backing out. I don't know.
Recently (right before I went on vacation a few weeks ago), I switched the knot position of the rope to the front of my neck instead, tried this a few times and my entire body had convulsions and spazzed all over. Is that a good sign? I might be able to pass out from that but I don't know... I'll have to practice more when I get back.
Anyone who's been able to pass out from this, can y'all tell me what it felt like when it happened? I am using both a belt and a rope tied into a slipknot, both near the top of my neck. I haven't really tried at the bottom of my neck because of how uncomfortable it feels when I put it down there, but I might consider forcing myself to experiment with that in the future.