I was a little afraid of hanging cuz I couldn't stand the feeling of suffocation, which is why I chose NN, since it doesn't constrict the windpipe. But NN didn't work because it required too much precision. Then I thought: what if I hold more air in my lungs so I lose consciousness before the SI kicks in? And it worked; I almost lost consciousness, and it was very hard for me to untie the rope. I simply tied the rope to the door hinge and lay down, but so that my head wouldn't touch the floor; after 3-5 seconds, my vision started to darken, and by the time I loosened the rope from my neck, I almost lost consciousness, and the SI wasn't even triggered, all because I had filled my lungs with air as much as possible. It was so easy that I delayed my ctb time tbh for 1-2 days
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