boredtodeath
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- Jul 13, 2018
- 69
I've been feeling shit lately and not talking much as a result. just cant be arsed with putting effort into lifeless conversations with my parents who I share nothing in common with. So today my mum had a go at me basically saying I'm ungrateful and that I'm being sad for the fuck of it, and that I "have a mouth so you should use it." (I've had selective mutism since I was 12 lol)
It just pisses me off that SHE put me in this world and gave me the very problems she's irritated at me for having. I never asked for any of this fucking shit. I resent her for having me in the first place, forcing me to live a life with all of this mental illness bullshit.
as for my dad, he makes it blatantly obvious how he feels. he thinks I'm putting an effort in to be miserable and gloomy all day and even said earlier "I'm getting sick of it actually" overall he's a condescending fuck towards me.
sorry for the vent
It just pisses me off that SHE put me in this world and gave me the very problems she's irritated at me for having. I never asked for any of this fucking shit. I resent her for having me in the first place, forcing me to live a life with all of this mental illness bullshit.
as for my dad, he makes it blatantly obvious how he feels. he thinks I'm putting an effort in to be miserable and gloomy all day and even said earlier "I'm getting sick of it actually" overall he's a condescending fuck towards me.
sorry for the vent