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a Fawns death

a Fawns death

Stupid Drunk
Feb 13, 2026
10
Looking to ctb soon, planning for Mar 30th. looking for an easy and affordable way of doing so. I have razors I use to cut, i dont know if I can do it with those, I'm scared. i dont want to feel too much pain, I just want to pass peacefully. Does anybody know any methods that wouldnt nessasairly hurt as much as others, and preferably something that doesn't make a mess for my family. Any advice is greatly appreciated. ty (if this is against TOS im sorry, please remove the post if it is)
 
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idontknowwhatiam

Experienced
Sep 10, 2025
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Looking to ctb soon, planning for Mar 30th. looking for an easy and affordable way of doing so. I have razors I use to cut, i dont know if I can do it with those, I'm scared. i dont want to feel too much pain, I just want to pass peacefully. Does anybody know any methods that wouldnt nessasairly hurt as much as others, and preferably something that doesn't make a mess for my family. Any advice is greatly appreciated. ty (if this is against TOS im sorry, please remove the post if it is)
Doesn't exist. Cutting won't make you ctb
 
soributton

soributton

Been waiting for the night to fall
Feb 15, 2026
6
I don't think a method to CTB that is all cheap, simple, and reliable exists or at least isn't easily accessible. Cutting, the majority of time, won't get the job done.
If you don't want to make a mess for your family, I would suggest doing it outside of your home if you choose to go through with something.
 
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a Fawns death

a Fawns death

Stupid Drunk
Feb 13, 2026
10
Doesn't exist. Cutting won't make you ctb
are there any affordable methods that don't make a mess? Ive thought about od, thought about CO poisoning are there any other methods that are cheap and reliable? im sorry if im being pushy
I don't think a method to CTB that is both cheap and simple exists or at least isn't easily accessible. Cutting, the majority of time, won't get the job done.
If you don't want to make a mess for your family, I would suggest doing it outside of your home if you choose to go through with something.
There are a few places i have in mind outside the house the only thing im worried about with those is the random people who may find me, and what effect it will have on them.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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are there any affordable methods that don't make a mess? Ive thought about od, thought about CO poisoning are there any other methods that are cheap and reliable? im sorry if im being pushy
There's a whole thread here in the resources section explaining why OD's are rarely fatal… my suggestion would be to familiarize yourself with the site, and then you'll have all the info at your fingertips.
 
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a Fawns death

Stupid Drunk
Feb 13, 2026
10
There's a whole thread here in the resources section explaining why OD's are rarely fatal… my suggestion would be to familiarize yourself with the site, and then you'll have all the info at your fingertips.
Thank you for the advice! I will take some time and explore the site more thoroughly.
 
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Sep 10, 2025
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are there any affordable methods that don't make a mess? Ive thought about od, thought about CO poisoning are there any other methods that are cheap and reliable? im sorry if im being pushy

There are a few places i have in mind outside the house the only thing im worried about with those is the random people who may find me, and what effect it will have on them.
You're not being pushy, you're fine! Define "affordable".... I mean I have no idea if your definition of affordable is the same as mine. What country are you located in for starters? Do you work? Do you have your own place to live?
 
a Fawns death

a Fawns death

Stupid Drunk
Feb 13, 2026
10
You're not being pushy, you're fine! Define "affordable".... I mean I have no idea if your definition of affordable is the same as mine. What country are you located in for starters? Do you work? Do you have your own place to live?
i am located in the US i do work i get paid bi-weekly about 500 dollars. i put about half into savings. usually have around three hundred for spendings. but i am currentley still living with my parents allthough they are split.
 
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Tired_birth_1967

Student
Nov 1, 2023
166
There is no accessible method that works that way. In fact, the methods that the system (life) presents are all painful (with very rare exceptions), unless you have access to a good (and expensive) hospital, treatments, and care, where there can be support to minimize the pain. In other words, most of us who don't interrupt the process will suffer in one way or another. That's what wonderful life (in the view of some) bestows upon everyone
 
a Fawns death

a Fawns death

Stupid Drunk
Feb 13, 2026
10
There is no accessible method that works that way. In fact, the methods that the system (life) presents are all painful, unless you have access to a good (and expensive) hospital, treatments, and care, where there can be support to minimize the pain. In other words, most of us who don't interrupt the process will suffer in one way or another. That's what wonderful life (in the view of some) bestows upon everyone
is anything less painful than others? im sorry if thats too broad of a question
 
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Tired_birth_1967

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is anything less painful than others? im sorry if thats too broad of a question
Search the forum. There are topics about this. What might be less painful for me might not be for you. It's best to gather information about everything because this ends up being subjective.
 
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OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
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is anything less painful than others? im sorry if thats too broad of a question

Also has a 1-100 agony score for each
 
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idontknowwhatiam

Experienced
Sep 10, 2025
270
is anything less painful than others? im sorry if thats too broad of a question
I'm still considering using a 12G shotgun. I'd like to think that I won't feel a thing because it'll be over before I feel it. What's holding me back is the obvious mess that it's going to make for my family. SN is option too but I know that will be uncomfortable for me for a period of time. How long is anyone's guess. 15-30 minutes hopefully
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,948
Not method exist
Be careful with razors...🙏
 
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a Fawns death

Stupid Drunk
Feb 13, 2026
10
I'm still considering using a 12G shotgun. I'd like to think that I won't feel a thing because it'll be over before I feel it. What's holding me back is the obvious mess that it's going to make for my family. SN is option too but I know that will be uncomfortable for me for a period of time. How long is anyone's guess. 15-30 minutes hopefully
do you have to buy sn online?
 
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idontknowwhatiam

Experienced
Sep 10, 2025
270
do you have to buy sn online?
Yeah.... I'm waiting for it to be delivered

Also has a 1-100 agony score for each
I don't agree with the time to ctb. 1.7 minutes for shotgun to the head? Really? I'm hoping that should be seconds and not minutes for all methods.
 
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a Fawns death

Stupid Drunk
Feb 13, 2026
10
Yeah.... I'm waiting for it to be delivered
Where is it that you do so if you dont mind me asking?

Also has a 1-100 agony score for each
This website helps a lot thank you!
Yeah.... I'm waiting for it to be delivered

I don't agree with the time to ctb. 1.7 minutes for shotgun to the head? Really? I'm hoping that should be seconds and not minutes for all methods.
yeah some of it is not what i expected
 
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idontknowwhatiam

Experienced
Sep 10, 2025
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Where is it that you do so if you dont mind me asking?

This website helps a lot thank you!
Sorry but it's against website rules to give out the name of the website. Plus, it depends where you're located. Are you in the USA? There are hints found in these forums. You'll have to do some searching on your own to find it. I'm sorry. Plus, you're a new member which makes us veterans leery of sharing too much information with you. How old are you?
 
a Fawns death

a Fawns death

Stupid Drunk
Feb 13, 2026
10
Sorry but it's against website rules to give out the name of the website. Plus, it depends where you're located. Are you in the USA? There are hints found in these forums. You'll have to do some searching on your own to find it. I'm sorry. Plus, you're a new member which makes us veterans leery of sharing too much information with you. How old are you?
okay no worries! I turn 19 in March
 
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idontknowwhatiam

Experienced
Sep 10, 2025
270
okay no worries! I turn 19 in March
You're just a kid...... please don't take offense to this but there's no way on Earth that I would give you any guidance to CTB
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,948
Tu n'es qu'un enfant… ne le prends pas mal, mais il n'y a absolument aucune chance que je te donne des conseils sur CTB.

You're just a kid...... please don't take offense to this but there's no way on Earth that I would give you any guidance to CTB
I understand the idea of not giving out specific methods for CTB👍, and I commend you for that👍, but why discriminate based on age? One can very well suffer terribly at 19...
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,241
I wish for the same, all I want is to peacefully cease existing and finally be free from this terrible, tortuous existence, I see so much terrible cruelty in how I cannot just access methods like Nembutal as I just want to cease existing painlessly with no more suffering, I hope you find the freedom you search for.
 

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