painful way to die

[moonandstars]

i can no longer live im so depressed and just want to die i feel the only is to cut my throat so i die of a painful death

 

[KleinerWolf]

It is best not to die if we are in a position to reverse things.

I feel your frustrations but in my opinion there's no reasons for any kind souls to die a violent way.

it just doesn't feel right.
Even though I have experienced immense anger here and there myself..

 

[moonandstars]

ive cut my trachea before but was saved this time i don't want to be saved i just want to go

It is best not to die if we are in a position to reverse things.

I feel your frustrations but in my opinion there's no reasons for any kind souls to die a violent way.

it just doesn't feel right.
Even though I have experienced immense anger here and there myself..

i can no longer make my family suffer at least when i'm gone i'll be happier and then they can live and stop worrying i feel i'm a burden on them

 

[dibbydoo]

ive cut my trachea before but was saved this time i don't want to be saved i just want to go

i can no longer make my family suffer at least when i'm gone i'll be happier and then they can live and stop worrying i feel i'm a burden on them

Hey!

The thoughts you are having are not coming from you, rather you are 'receiving' them from a malevolent source.

Any violent act carried out on oneself always has a malevolent root to it.

The real 'you' is PURE IN SPIRIT

Cutting your throat is 'designed' to create maximum impact & misery for both yourself & those that will find you, and that is what 'they' feed off, negative energy. You DO have the POWER to overcome this, but only when you realise you are dealing with another 'person' - it is NOT coming from you

Remember, the 'real' you is PURE IN SPIRIT & SUPER STRONG, and I mean SUPER SUPER STRONG, but you are being lied too.

I won't go deeper for now, but you have nothing to fear. A 'door' has been opened in your life by 'some means' - either by something you are doing which you shouldn't be, or it could be generational, either way you CAN overcome & be happy in this life.

I can explain more if you would like me too, but for now moonandstars I want you to reject the thoughts you are having, it is a LIE.

SENDING YOU LOADS OF POSITIVE VIBES & HUGS

You ARE Loved

 

[KleinerWolf]

ive cut my trachea before but was saved this time i don't want to be saved i just want to go

i can no longer make my family suffer at least when i'm gone i'll be happier and then they can live and stop worrying i feel i'm a burden on them

Tbh, I hope we can find ways for things, situations to change so that we don't have to resort to ctb.

We are suicidal not because we are burden. But because of the pain that is surreal. I know how you feel, I want you to know that you are not alone.

*sending virtual hugs your way*

 

[moonandstars]

Hey!❤

The thoughts you are having are not coming from you, rather you are 'receiving' them from a malevolent source.

Any violent act carried out on oneself always has a malevolent root to it.

The real 'you' is PURE IN SPIRIT❤

Cutting your throat is 'designed' to create maximum impact & misery for both yourself & those that will find you, and that is what 'they' feed off, negative energy. You DO have the POWER to overcome this, but only when you realise you are dealing with another 'person' - it is NOT coming from you❤

Remember, the 'real' you is PURE IN SPIRIT & SUPER STRONG, and I mean SUPER SUPER STRONG, but you are being lied too.

I won't go deeper for now, but you have nothing to fear. A 'door' has been opened in your life by 'some means' - either by something you are doing which you shouldn't be, or it could be generational, either way you CAN overcome & be happy in this life.

I can explain more if you would like me too, but for now moonandstars I want you to reject the thoughts you are having, it is a LIE.

SENDING YOU LOADS OF POSITIVE VIBES & HUGS❤

You ARE Loved❤

i'm not loved and i feel a burden on my family i cause them so much pain i just need to die a painful way to make up for all the the pain i have caused them

Hey!❤

The thoughts you are having are not coming from you, rather you are 'receiving' them from a malevolent source.

Any violent act carried out on oneself always has a malevolent root to it.

The real 'you' is PURE IN SPIRIT❤

Cutting your throat is 'designed' to create maximum impact & misery for both yourself & those that will find you, and that is what 'they' feed off, negative energy. You DO have the POWER to overcome this, but only when you realise you are dealing with another 'person' - it is NOT coming from you❤

Remember, the 'real' you is PURE IN SPIRIT & SUPER STRONG, and I mean SUPER SUPER STRONG, but you are being lied too.

I won't go deeper for now, but you have nothing to fear. A 'door' has been opened in your life by 'some means' - either by something you are doing which you shouldn't be, or it could be generational, either way you CAN overcome & be happy in this life.

I can explain more if you would like me too, but for now moonandstars I want you to reject the thoughts you are having, it is a LIE.

SENDING YOU LOADS OF POSITIVE VIBES & HUGS❤

You ARE Loved❤

i'm not loved and i feel a burden on my family i cause them so much pain i just need to die a painful way to make up for all the

Hey!❤

The thoughts you are having are not coming from you, rather you are 'receiving' them from a malevolent source.

Any violent act carried out on oneself always has a malevolent root to it.

The real 'you' is PURE IN SPIRIT❤

Cutting your throat is 'designed' to create maximum impact & misery for both yourself & those that will find you, and that is what 'they' feed off, negative energy. You DO have the POWER to overcome this, but only when you realise you are dealing with another 'person' - it is NOT coming from you❤

Remember, the 'real' you is PURE IN SPIRIT & SUPER STRONG, and I mean SUPER SUPER STRONG, but you are being lied too.

I won't go deeper for now, but you have nothing to fear. A 'door' has been opened in your life by 'some means' - either by something you are doing which you shouldn't be, or it could be generational, either way you CAN overcome & be happy in this life.

I can explain more if you would like me too, but for now moonandstars I want you to reject the thoughts you are having, it is a LIE.

SENDING YOU LOADS OF POSITIVE VIBES & HUGS❤

You ARE Loved❤

it is me i'm a burden on my family i want to die so they can countie to get on with there lives

 

[dibbydoo]

i'm not loved and i feel a burden on my family i cause them so much pain i just need to die a painful way to make up for all the the pain i have caused them

You ARE Loved

The only way I can get your attention here is to tell you the truth.

You did not evolve from a monkey, you were created, you are 'fearfully & wonderfully made.'

Even if your family doesn't love you, which I don't believe, you ARE loved more than you could ever know right now!

The problem here is you don't have any love for yourself, that's the issue, all these negative thoughts are designed to make you feel worthless.

Trust me, I've been where you are many times, don't take your own life because of a LIE.

If you want to die, then die for the TRUTH, and by doing so then truth will set you free!'

The spirit world is very very real, more 'real' than this world, and there is a war raging for your mind.

Take a step back, breathe & force a smile

I can help you, but you have to freely choose to want to be helped,

...and no I'm no religious nut

BIG HUGS

 

[KleinerWolf]

i'm not loved and i feel a burden on my family i cause them so much pain i just need to die a painful way to make up for all the the pain i have caused them

I can sense that you are a kind soul.
I truly believe you have a lot to offer to this world and by sticking around there are ways you can repay your family if you insist there are reasons you need to repay them.

We often tend to be too harsh on ourselves at times that we think we owe it to our family when really our family just wants us to be happy and healthy.

Im sorry if I sound cheesy but I truly believe that.


We want you to know that you are loved and we are here for you.

 

[moonandstars]

I can sense that you are a kind soul.
I truly believe you have a lot to offer to this world and by sticking around there are ways you can repay your family if you insist there are reasons you need to repay them.

We often tend to be too harsh on ourselves at times that we think we owe it to our family when really our family just wants us to be happy and healthy.

Im sorry if I sound cheesy but I truly believe that.

i just feel depressed and need a way out i need to feel the pain that i put on my family and that why i opted to cut my throat so i can take away there pain and put it in me i just no longer want to be here anymore i truely don't

 

[dibbydoo]

i just feel depressed and need a way out i need to feel the pain that i put on my family and that why i opted to cut my throat so i can take away there pain and put it in me i just no longer want to be here anymore i truely don't

Hey❤
You have to understand that cutting your throat will cause MORE pain for your family not less.

I know depression is very very hard, but there maybe things in your life that are causing it, we remove them and BINGO you are SET FREE!

There is a better way, but you have to stop listening to the lies

 

[KleinerWolf]

i just feel depressed and need a way out i need to feel the pain that i put on my family and that why i opted to cut my throat so i can take away there pain and put it in me i just no longer want to be here anymore i truely don't

Your family loves you and I'm positive they will feel devastated if you were to pass away.

Depression is a clinical thing. We all experience it to some extent, at the same time we have people walk out of its shadow.

I know it must be hard and perhaps takes some time but I believe in you, I believe you have shown immense strength to come this far and there must be a good outcome for you in the end.

It will most certainly be beneficial to talk about it, whether it's friends family, here on the forum or even a counsellor.

You have our support 100%.

 

[moonandstars]

Your family loves you and I'm positive they will feel devastated if you were to pass away.

Depression is a clinical thing. We all experience it to some extent, at the same time we have people walk out of its shadow.

I know it must be hard and perhaps takes some time but I believe in you, I believe you have shown immense strength to come this far and there must be a good outcome for you in the end.

It will most certainly be beneficial to talk about it, whether it's friends family, here on the forum or even a counsellor.

You have our support 100%.

thankyou but i just don't see any hope

 

[Living sucks]

i'm not loved and i feel a burden on my family i cause them so much pain i just need to die a painful way to make up for all the the pain i have caused them

i'm not loved and i feel a burden on my family i cause them so much pain i just need to die a painful way to make up for all the

it is me i'm a burden on my family i want to die so they can countie to get on with there lives

Have you considered to stop inflicting pain on your family, whatever you think that might be, and to be less of a burden, help out around the house, clean, yard work,? If you feel you are the one to blame, you can only change yourself.. change your actions and you get a different response.

 

[Donk]

hey moonandstars...you said you were caught the last time you cut yourself so what makes you think you wont get caught this time. also, cutting your throat sounds real painful. it might take some time before you bleed to death as well. should you decide to ctb i suggest doing some research in the resource page. in the mean time feel free to talk to us in this thread or pm me.

 

[KleinerWolf]

thankyou but i just don't see any hope

I also don't see any hope in my own struggle but I believe it's important we have an unique perspective that benefits us, to know that it's okay to not see hope in the time being, to take it slow, even one day/hour at a time if we think it helps us.

And if there's any practical issue we need to resolve that cause our depression, we talk about it and we look for an solution at a pace we are comfortable.

Never give up.
I believe in you.

 

[moonandstars]

I also don't see any hope in my own struggle but I believe it's important we have an unique perspective that benefits us, to know that it's okay to not see hope in the time being, to take it slow, even one day/hour at a time if we think it helps us.

And if there's any practical issue we need to resolve that cause our depression, we talk about it and we look for an solution at a pace we are comfortable.

Never give up.
I believe in you.

i no i'm sounding negative but i don't think i have it in me to resolve my pain

 

[dibbydoo]

thankyou but i just don't see any hope

Have you heard of a man called Nick Vujicic?

Here's a video for you to watch...



...and yes I know everything is relative & your struggle is very very hard, but this is to show you how to find incredible strength, hope & HAPPINESS out of a seemingly impossible situation.

THERE IS ALWAYS HOPE LITTLE ONE

WATCH THE VIDEO!

 

[moonandstars]

Have you heard of a man called Nick Vujicic?

Here's a video for you to watch...



...and yes I know everything is relative & your struggle is very very hard, but this is to show you how to find incredible strength, hope & HAPPINESS out of a seemingly impossible situation.

THERE IS ALWAYS HOPE LITTLE ONE❤

WATCH THE VIDEO!

❤

thankyou

 

[KleinerWolf]

hey moonandstars...you said you were caught the last time you cut yourself so what makes you think you wont get caught this time. also, cutting your throat sounds real painful. it might take some time before you bleed to death as well. should you decide to ctb i suggest doing some research in the resource page. in the mean time feel free to talk to us in this thread or pm me.

In terms of CTB,
I agree with idonk,
Sliting the throat takes a lot of courage but it's a very painful way.
It is most definitely not pleasant.

*Sending you peace and love.*

 

[moonandstars]

In terms of CTB,
I agree with idonk,
Sliting the throat takes a lot of courage but it's a very painful way.
It is most definitely not pleasant.

*Sending you peace and love.*

i got caught because i passed out and couldn't breathe it was actually not that painful sorry to sound an attention seeker or i'f i sound selfish but the pain wasn't there

 

[dibbydoo]

thankyou

You know what's even more amazing moonandstars, today Nick is happily married and has children, look...

 

[KleinerWolf]

i got caught because i passed out and couldn't breathe it was actually not that painful sorry to sound an attention seeker or i'f i sound selfish but the pain wasn't there

It does not sound attention-seeking to me.

We love you.
Stay strong my friend.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

i can no longer make my family suffer at least when i'm gone i'll be happier and then they can live and stop worrying i feel i'm a burden on them

It would be nice to be able to help you feel better, but I think that's about me wanting to feel good, and this is your thread, it's about you! So I'd like to listen and try to understand if you'd like to talk a little more. Maybe you'd feel comfortable elaborating?

How do you perceive you're making your family suffer - what is it that you do, and what are their responses? Why do you feel like you're keeping them from living - what does that look like? How do you perceive that you're a burden on them?

 

[dibbydoo]

Signing off now, it's 4:30am here in UK, feel free to PM me if you would like too, STAY STRONG & POSITIVE

 

[moonandstars]

It would be nice to be able to help you feel better, but I think that's about me wanting to feel good, and this is your thread, it's about you! So I'd like to listen and try to understand if you'd like to talk a little more. Maybe you'd feel comfortable elaborating?

How do you perceive you're making your family suffer - what is it that you do, and what are their responses? Why do you feel like you're keeping them from living - what does that look like? How do you perceive that you're a burden on them?

because of my past i feel i have let my family down i got abused and then ended up cutting my neck really bad and permanently damaging my neck and i just feel ugly and i feel if i died i wouldn't be going through so much pain and then i would be able to let my family sleep and feel safe at night

 

[dibbydoo]

Signing off now, it's 4:30am here in UK, feel free to PM me if you would like too, STAY STRONG & POSITIVE

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

because of my past i feel i have let my family down i got abused and then ended up cutting my neck really bad and permanently damaging my neck and i just feel ugly and i feel if i died i wouldn't be going through so much pain and then i would be able to let my family sleep and feel safe at night

Thank you for responding. That was a good start.

Do you want to talk about what happened in the past that you feel like let your family down? Do they say that you let them down, or is that a perception you're carrying?

I hope you know that abuse is the fault of the abuser, not your fault. Even if, for example, you did something like not listen to your gut and ended up in a bad situation, the fault still lies with the abuser.

Why do you think your family can't sleep and feel safe at night?

I acknowledge that you feel like if you died you wouldn't be going through so much pain. I'm not encouraging you to do so, and I'm not discouraging you either. For now I'll just say that I honor how you feel. Is that okay?

 

[moonandstars]

Thank you for responding. That was a good start.

Do you want to talk about what happened in the past that you feel like let your family down? Do they say that you let them down, or is that a perception you're carrying?

I hope you know that abuse is the fault of the abuser, not your fault. Even if, for example, you did something like not listen to your gut and ended up in a bad situation, the fault still lies with the abuser.

Why do you think your family can't sleep and feel safe at night?

I acknowledge that you feel like if you died you wouldn't be going through so much pain. I'm not encouraging you to do so, and I'm not discouraging you either. For now I'll just say that I honor how you feel. Is that okay?

thankyou for understanding and my family can't sleep wondering if i'm going to cut my throat and die especially when i'm depressed it a horrible feeling and you just want out because i know i'll be a better person if i did die

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

thankyou for understanding and my family can't sleep wondering if i'm going to cut my throat and die especially when i'm depressed it a horrible feeling and you just want out because i know i'll be a better person if i did die

Was it pretty recently that you attempted and that's why they can't sleep?

Being depressed is an awful feeling. What kind of support are you getting for it, if any?

 

[moonandstars]

Was it pretty recently that you attempted and that's why they can't sleep?

Being depressed is an awful feeling. What kind of support are you getting for it, if any?

nothing really the mental health fail people and i've lost a lot of close friend to the system