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deadzombie6

deadzombie6

Exhausted
Oct 15, 2024
74
I'm living my days out here knowing that after 6 months I'm going to CTB and I'm no longer scared I can't wait to die and free myself from this miserable existence im just hoping these days pass fast Everything hurts my heart aches I feel sick I'm tired of living this shitty life and it's so easy for people to just be like " oh just change if you don't like your life " it's not easy and Im tired of trying can't wait to die
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,097
I also just wish to cease existing and find it painful to exist as well, I certainly understand feeling so tired of it all. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope that you find freedom from the suffering.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
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I hope you find peace soon regardless of what you do, best of luck
 
NeoN0va

NeoN0va

nearing the end
Sep 24, 2024
211
Hope you find your well deserved peace. My current CTB date is this friday, hopefully I succeed and get to have some good rest from this life.
 
Omnia131

Omnia131

too tired for life
Oct 8, 2023
21
I don't have a date yet but I'll gladly walk into Death's arms if given a chance.
Nothing matters anymore.
 

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