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stupidguy

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Apr 22, 2026
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As far as I know the pills are enough to put you into a coma and as time passes by enough to kill you as well..
I could book at hotel room or go somewhere where people don't come and go usually. Like a forest or something?

But honestly, I've been unsure about ctb. I just don't know if I really want to do it or not.

I'd say, maybe go to therapy and try to see if things get better.

And hey! I'm here for you! :) you can talk to me and share anything you want if you wish. No pressure.
As far as I know the pills are enough to put you into a coma and as time passes by enough to kill you as well..
I could book at hotel room or go somewhere where people don't come and go usually. Like a forest or something?

But honestly, I've been unsure about ctb. I just don't know if I really want to do it or not.

I'd say, maybe go to therapy and try to see if things get better.

And hey! I'm here for you! :) you can talk to me and
 
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sickofeverything

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Apr 17, 2026
219
As far as I know the pills are enough to put you into a coma and as time passes by enough to kill you as well..
I could book at hotel room or go somewhere where people don't come and go usually. Like a forest or something?

But honestly, I've been unsure about ctb. I just don't know if I really want to do it or not.

I'd say, maybe go to therapy and try to see if things get better.

And hey! I'm here for you! :) you can talk to me and share anything you want if you wish. No pressure.
As far as I know the pills are enough to put you into a coma and as time passes by enough to kill you as well..
I could book at hotel room or go somewhere where people don't come and go usually. Like a forest or something?

But honestly, I've been unsure about ctb. I just don't know if I really want to do it or not.

I'd say, maybe go to therapy and try to see if things get better.

And hey! I'm here for you! :) you can talk to me and
I tried searching it and I only found articles about suspected suicide's but they all went to the hospital and got charcoal and survived. Nothing about how many pills needed to overdose or anything, I'm trying to find out more because they say overdosing is risky as a method because it may make you sick and have you survive so I'm trying to find out for sure how many I would need to take and if I do take the right amount the process of what happens with times. You make it sound like a quick painless pass out but idk about vomiting, etc
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,136
No, I'd be long gone if I could just painlessly free myself from the torture of this terrible, cruel existence and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like falling into an eternal, dreamless sleep, there truly is so much terrible extreme cruelty how we exist in this reality where the suffering and torture of existing is seen as to force and prolong no matter what. Denying option of a death like never waking again is such a terrible crime to me, it's just so horrible how we exist in this anti-suicide world where humans aren't allowed to just cease existing painlessly and never suffer again.
 
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2muchpain2

Experienced
Feb 27, 2025
254
It seems like I can buy it for animals in pill form, that's the only way I can find it. I wonder how much you'd have to take to overdose and how to make sure you're not found for those 14-18 hours to succeed in an overdose. if it is effect on it's own or if it would help make hanging painless.
i wouldn't count on ODing. It's way too hard and unreliable based on my research. It's actually pretty difficult to die, the reliable ways are even hard because survival instinct kicks in.
it's just so horrible how we exist in this anti-suicide world where humans aren't allowed to just cease existing painlessly and never suffer again.
I know what you mean. People are always trying to solve the suicide "problem". It makes it harder and harder for us to get out of this life.
 
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sickofeverything

Experienced
Apr 17, 2026
219
i wouldn't count on ODing. It's way too hard and unreliable based on my research. It's actually pretty difficult to die, the reliable ways are even hard because survival instinct kicks in.

I know what you mean. People are always trying to solve the suicide "problem". It makes it harder and harder for us to get out of this life.
Oh I know it's hard to do I've tried quite a few times now. The thing someone discussed which takes 12-14 hours seems to be a great way to go but I can't find more details about it, if not that then hanging seems second best
 
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PanaxMan

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Apr 11, 2023
316
is there really no way to take something, go to sleep and just not wake up? Painless and easy? I looked at the megathread of ways and they either are hard to do and acquire or seem painful. I wish there was a way to turn off the brain's pain response or induce a heart attack in your sleep
As far as I know the pills are enough to put you into a coma and as time passes by enough to kill you as well..
I could book at hotel room or go somewhere where people don't come and go usually. Like a forest or something?

But honestly, I've been unsure about ctb. I just don't know if I really want to do it or not.

I'd say, maybe go to therapy and try to see if things get better.

And hey! I'm here for you! :) you can talk to me and share anything you want if you wish. No pressure.
As far as I know the pills are enough to put you into a coma and as time passes by enough to kill you as well..
I could book at hotel room or go somewhere where people don't come and go usually. Like a forest or something?

But honestly, I've been unsure about ctb. I just don't know if I really want to do it or not.

I'd say, maybe go to therapy and try to see if things get better.

And hey! I'm here for you! :) you can talk to me and
A firearm is close if you can get over the fear
 
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sickofeverything

Experienced
Apr 17, 2026
219
thank you. ya that's the one.
I bought a rope today but I'm having a really hard time with SI
Are you able to get close to passing out? I watched the video and she really does pass out easily. I want it to be that simple for me and it looks like she felt no pain either. I'm not sure how, it's a huge strap that looks like it sits in the middle of her neck and possibly padded while all the guides say to do it as high up the neck as possible. I wonder if she passed out easy because it was in the middle instead of up high
 
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2muchpain2

Experienced
Feb 27, 2025
254
Are you able to get close to passing out? I watched the video and she really does pass out easily. I want it to be that simple for me and it looks like she felt no pain either. I'm not sure how, it's a huge strap that looks like it sits in the middle of her neck and possibly padded while all the guides say to do it as high up the neck as possible. I wonder if she passed out easy because it was in the middle instead of up high
I can't pass out easily, but the megathread said unless you want to ctb, don't put all your weight on when testing it out. so I've been reluctant. I have tried a little bit it hurts a bit and I cough. IDK what I'm doing wrong.
Are you able to get close to passing out? I watched the video and she really does pass out easily. I want it to be that simple for me and it looks like she felt no pain either. I'm not sure how, it's a huge strap that looks like it sits in the middle of her neck and possibly padded while all the guides say to do it as high up the neck as possible. I wonder if she passed out easy because it was in the middle instead of up high

ok so in the video he says for her to stand up and then the blood pressure drops then you faint.????
 
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sickofeverything

Experienced
Apr 17, 2026
219
I can't pass out easily, but the megathread said unless you want to ctb, don't put all your weight on when testing it out. so I've been reluctant. I have tried a little bit it hurts a bit and I cough. IDK what I'm doing wrong.
I have the same issues, I feel pain and cough or feel pain but don't pass out even though I have tried full with all my weight and partial with lots of pressure pushing down. I wonder if she passes out easy due to the thing on her neck, that it's not a string, seems like it hurts less but idk if that me the reason, she seems to not put a lot of pressure on either due to no coughing or choking, just simple lean and out. Want that to be me
 
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2muchpain2

Experienced
Feb 27, 2025
254
I have the same issues, I feel pain and cough or feel pain but don't pass out even though I have tried full with all my weight and partial with lots of pressure pushing down. I wonder if she passes out easy due to the thing on her neck, that it's not a string, seems like it hurts less but idk if that me the reason, she seems to not put a lot of pressure on either due to no coughing or choking, just simple lean and out. Want that to be me
No she says she passed out when she took the pressure off for a second.
 
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sickofeverything

Experienced
Apr 17, 2026
219
No she says she passed out when she took the pressure off for a second.
Yeah but it seemed like she put pressure on, felt nothing, took it off, put it back and then passed out. Or at least visually that's how it looked so I'm confused
 
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2muchpain2

Experienced
Feb 27, 2025
254
Yeah but it seemed like she put pressure on, felt nothing, took it off, put it back and then passed out. Or at least visually that's how it looked so I'm confused
Yes, that's what she did. Did you listen to the guy talking about it at the beginning? he said when you apply the pressure and then stand up, taking the pressure off, the blood rushes out of your head, and you pass out, and then the noose tightens and you die. she didn't have a noose ofc becaues it was an experiment.
 
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sickofeverything

Experienced
Apr 17, 2026
219
Yes, that's what she did. Did you listen to the guy talking about it at the beginning? he said when you apply the pressure and then stand up, taking the pressure off, the blood rushes out of your head, and you pass out, and then the noose tightens and you die. she didn't have a noose ofc becaues it was an experiment.
Yeah I heard him, it doesn't seem like that's what happened with the second girl so I thought he meant that could happen but not that it's the only way to pass out. Maybe the way to do it really is to do pressure, let it go and try again, I just didn't think it was the only way
 
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2muchpain2

Experienced
Feb 27, 2025
254
Yeah I heard him, it doesn't seem like that's what happened with the second girl so I thought he meant that could happen but not that it's the only way to pass out. Maybe the way to do it really is to do pressure, let it go and try again, I just didn't think it was the only way
ya I don't think it's the only way either! he's literally the only person i've ever heard use that method
 
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sickofeverything

Experienced
Apr 17, 2026
219
Yeah idk, it seems less painful than regular hanging so I'm thinking of testing it but idk they say not to, also not sure how to test it. But if it works with a thicker padded "noose" like in the video then it would probably be more comfortable and less painful
 

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