Overdose Query (Pls be kind)

[Livvy-Lu]

I am needing help to make sense of all the information in this forum. I am seriously considering and needing to ctb and feel like I can't safely explore any option anywhere.
I need advice and kindness - but honesty as well.
I have stockpiled over 90 tablets of Sertraline (100mg) as well as 40 sleeping tablets (OTC Dose). Is this a suitable/viable way to ctb?
I know that vomiting is a real risk as well as other variables. I also know that alcohol increases risk of death.


My reasoning footnotes are as follows:
- Recent immigration to a new country
- A bereavement that took place in my home country. First death I am not home for
- Historic sexual abuse I am trying (but failing) to recover from
- Investigation at work (I work in mental health services)
- Ongoing panic symptoms
- PTSD features
- Relentless emotional suffering

I feel low as well as terrified, almost every day. I need a contingency plan because I feel like having a likely plan will really help. I also am experiencing severe depression so I can't track all the threads in a meaningful way. Signposting will be really helpful for me because I can' organise my thoughts in a way that make sense.
TIA

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Most likely this isn't gonna work. You can read about ODs in the PPeH or these ones here:

Amitriptyline guide

Translation from German "Selbstbestimmt Sterben - Handreichung für einen rationalen Suizid (German Edition) Jessica Düber Amitriptyline guide "Tricyclic antidepressants General info Tricyclic antidepressants are psychotropic drugs with a general mood-lifting...

www.sanctioned-suicide.net

Chloroquine guide

Translation from German "Selbstbestimmt Sterben - Handreichung für einen rationalen Suizid (German Edition) Jessica Düber Chloroquine "General info Chloroquine is a drug used for the treatment and prophylaxis of malaria and for the treatment of rheumatic diseases. Cause of death in case of...

www.sanctioned-suicide.net

Hypothermia & Diphenhydramine(chloride) method

Translation from the German book "Selbstbestimmtes Sterben. Sanfter Tod bei klarem Geist" Victor Niculescu Hypothermia & Diphenhydramine(chloride) "The lethal dose of Diphenhydramine(chloride) is 50mg per kg body weight. also required: Zopiclon 20 tablets Bromazepam or Triazolam 30-50...

sanctioned-suicide.net

fentanyl info

can someone link me a fent guide rq

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[jonward55]

I am needing help to make sense of all the information in this forum. I am seriously considering and needing to ctb and feel like I can't safely explore any option anywhere.
I need advice and kindness - but honesty as well.
I have stockpiled over 90 tablets of Sertraline (100mg) as well as 40 sleeping tablets (OTC Dose). Is this a suitable/viable way to ctb?
I know that vomiting is a real risk as well as other variables. I also know that alcohol increases risk of death.


My reasoning footnotes are as follows:
- Recent immigration to a new country
- A bereavement that took place in my home country. First death I am not home for
- Historic sexual abuse I am trying (but failing) to recover from
- Investigation at work (I work in mental health services)
- Ongoing panic symptoms
- PTSD features
- Relentless emotional suffering

I feel low as well as terrified, almost every day. I need a contingency plan because I feel like having a likely plan will really help. I also am experiencing severe depression so I can't track all the threads in a meaningful way. Signposting will be really helpful for me because I can' organise my thoughts in a way that make sense.
TIA

Unfortunately those pills are designed to do no real harm in the case of an overdose. They will at the most just make you sick sorry !

 

[Darkover]

have stockpiled over 90 tablets of Sertraline (100mg)

LD 50 (oral): 1591 mg/kg
you have 9grams worth
you would need 128grams

 

[lita-lassi]

you dont need to justify your reasons for wanting to ctb here friend some light reading on the ld50 for substances you can get your hands on will be informative