over and over again people have ruined my trust

[Dead girl]

My ex best friend raped me

my first girlfriend cheated on me

my first boyfriend cheated on me

my most recent girlfriend left me for someone else after over a year of treating me like shit

"i would never hurt you i love you so much" - the person who hurt me the most

I feel so lonely i just go to classes go to work and sleep all I do

Ive tried to better myself and see if things would improve but it never works I always just feel miserable no matter how hard I try

 

[leavingsoon99]

I'm so sorry for the aguish that your 'loved ones' put you through. I can identify with some of this. I was molested as a child by a relative AND my mother's boyfriend. My mother abused me physically and emotionally. Nearly all of my friends have betrayed me and left me. My recent girlfriend left me after my business failed. Apparently, she'd been seeing a guy for quite some time beforehand. Every person I've ever trusted and opened up to has hurt me. So, I can sympathize with a lot of what you're saying.

How are you feeling tonight?

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I've said it before, and I'll say it again, people are the worst. It has to be something ingrained in human DNA or something to just be rotten SOBs.

 

[Hugh Class]

My ex best friend raped me

my first girlfriend cheated on me

my first boyfriend cheated on me

my most recent girlfriend left me for someone else after over a year of treating me like shit

"i would never hurt you i love you so much" - the person who hurt me the most

I feel so lonely i just go to classes go to work and sleep all I do

Ive tried to better myself and see if things would improve but it never works I always just feel miserable no matter how hard I try

Same here ...

Grandmother = narassict... big liar, manipulator, soul crushing monster.

Mother = narassict... liar, manipulator, physically violent and threatening to others.

Because....im the ilk of 2 narassicts
... other family members avoid me... fearing the wrath of my grandmother and mother.

Wife = narassict.... liar, thief, cheater....who has a big ego problem...

These people have damaged my life and destroyed any trust, I have in others.

 

[Exit-Life]

I can relate to this. But I'm still the most naive person I know... I don't get it.

 

[SoftWorries]

I trust that people will always be focused on their lives/inner lives with little consideration of others. I take this into account before trying to share anything of myself with them.

 

[FuneralCry]

I just think the reality is that you cannot trust and rely on other people in this cruel world, it's awful how humans can create so much harm and just make existing worse but sadly it's just the way that things are, there is no real relief from suffering as long as one exists here.