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Blue
- Aug 2, 2020
- 773
Lately when I'm out in a public setting, I'll just be walking around, in the middle of doing something and I just realize I don't want to participate in being alive as a human anymore. I could be doing anything - talking to another person, grocery shopping, running an errand - anything. And I'll just wish I could be dead right now and not doing any of this. Now it happens even when I'm not upset or stressed out. Just this feeling of tiredness and being done. It's hard to describe but I have a feeling a lot of you may understand what I mean.