I'm walking proof that ODs are a bad idea. I overdosed and had a heart attack. Had a second one after being taken out of ICU too early and was under CPR for 42 minutes. I now have memory loss and cannot remember graduating high school, nor my pet budgie nor the majority of my life. I have many other issues affiliated with an Acquired Brain Injury. Don't do it. If you do, don't say goodbye to anyone, not even your online friends if they have any chance of knowing the real you. There are many ways that are more successful and won't destroy your brain if found