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comeoutandhauntme

comeoutandhauntme

all that i can, i will do <3
Feb 10, 2026
73
apologies to clog up the feed with yet another sn post, and ik this question has been sorta asked before, but i feel like nobody ever gives a straight answer. i know there's no way to know for sure, but rlly, srsly, what are the odds of getting a wellness check for simply just ordering sn? i assume it's low bc the US has…other things going on rn but ig i'm just too nervous to order it out of fear of getting a wellness check or smth (i live at home still so it wouldn't go good). i think i'm also worried bc i plan on ordering to a P.o. box…would the post office even do anything? lol. ik most ppl who get wellness checks r bc ppl know what they plan on doing with the sn or smth and call and report it, but still

sorry to ramble, just a lil anxious. thanks for being kind :)
 
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aufrechtm7

aufrechtm7

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Feb 14, 2026
351
If you somehow get a welfare check, then your package is most likely going to get seized. P.O box wouldn't help much with that since they'd have your info on file
 
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DungEater

DungEater

Member
Mar 10, 2026
38
Pretty sure the chances of getting a welfare check are quite low, i think you'll be fine in that regard
 
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thesighofleaves

thesighofleaves

Member
Aug 19, 2019
67
I ordered some months ago. Got it, no checks at all.
 
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knowledgeseeking

knowledgeseeking

Experienced
Apr 5, 2025
247
I have the same concern and despite that, I ordered mine today. I will post back on what happens with delivery
 
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Riu

Riu

Clueless
Apr 5, 2023
139
I have gotten a welfare check one day after I got the tracking number, but I may have just been really unlucky. I'm curious to know if anyone else has gotten one who has ordered recently.
 
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doomerguy88

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Aug 13, 2025
135
I ordered some recently on the US and it came within two weeks and so far I haven't gotten any welfare checks. Based on how quickly it seemed to go through customs I would say they didn't really check it or didn't care so I doubt they would do a welfare check at this point l. I think you will most likely be fine but as with anything you can never say never.
 
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catsandtraincars

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Mar 4, 2026
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i'm grateful for this post bc it's something i've been trying to figure out as well & like you said i don't think i ever found a direct answer but generally(ish lol) from what i saw majority of the welfare check/seizure issues were from users in the UK but i'm still anxious about everything ofc

my sn is supposed to arrive tomorrow, so far nothing has happened but i also do have a history that includes welfare checks, i'll update if that has any effect👍
 
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comeoutandhauntme

comeoutandhauntme

all that i can, i will do <3
Feb 10, 2026
73
I have gotten a welfare check one day after I got the tracking number, but I may have just been really unlucky. I'm curious to know if anyone else has gotten one who has ordered recently.
that's interesting. ur in the US? did u tell anyone at all abt what u were doing, or was it possible anyone else could have known? and did u order to a home address?
i'm grateful for this post bc it's something i've been trying to figure out as well & like you said i don't think i ever found a direct answer but generally(ish lol) from what i saw majority of the welfare check/seizure issues were from users in the UK but i'm still anxious about everything ofc

my sn is supposed to arrive tomorrow, so far nothing has happened but i also do have a history that includes welfare checks, i'll update if that has any effect👍
i do wonder if ur history would affect it? i'm not sure how widely known it acc is that SN=suicide. i hope it all goes smoothly for u, keep us updated!
 
Riu

Riu

Clueless
Apr 5, 2023
139
that's interesting. ur in the US? did u tell anyone at all abt what u were doing, or was it possible anyone else could have known? and did u order to a home address?
Yes, I'm in the U.S. and I didn't tell anyone. I did order to my home address, but afaik many other people did the same and got theirs. I'm guessing it was identified and labeled as SN by Ukrainian workers and so they knew instantly.
 
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catsandtraincars

catsandtraincars

New Member
Mar 4, 2026
4
i do wonder if ur history would affect it? i'm not sure how widely known it acc is that SN=suicide. i hope it all goes smoothly for u, keep us updated!
back to update, nothing happened in the end, package arrived as normal
 
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ForgetIExist

Student
Jan 31, 2026
109
Yes, I'm in the U.S. and I didn't tell anyone. I did order to my home address, but afaik many other people did the same and got theirs. I'm guessing it was identified and labeled as SN by Ukrainian workers and so they knew instantly.
What did they ask during the welfare check?
 
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Riu

Clueless
Apr 5, 2023
139
What did they ask during the welfare check?
They just asked me if I had ordered anything, and then assumed I was ordering it to harm myself but didn't pursue anything beyond just documenting it and telling me how it's not the solution.
 
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SDB

Student
Jul 21, 2025
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Is there anyway to get sodium Nitrite to Canada? , I've tried labs won't sent it here
 
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ilovenewyork

Student
Nov 16, 2025
171
I have gotten a welfare check one day after I got the tracking number, but I may have just been really unlucky. I'm curious to know if anyone else has gotten one who has ordered recently.
What state are you in?
 
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ForgetIExist

Student
Jan 31, 2026
109
They just asked me if I had ordered anything, and then assumed I was ordering it to harm myself but didn't pursue anything beyond just documenting it and telling me how it's not the solution.
That's scary! Is it getting stopped at customs? I'm curious about how they could know that early on...
What state are you in?
I am also wondering this
I have the same concern and despite that, I ordered mine today. I will post back on what happens with delivery
Did it go okay?
 
Riu

Riu

Clueless
Apr 5, 2023
139
That's scary! Is it getting stopped at customs? I'm curious about how they could know that early on...
Yes, it was taken at customs, the tracker is just stuck on the same message but I was told it wasn't going to be delivered.
 
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misanthropist

misanthropist

Member
Mar 14, 2026
17
Yes, it was taken at customs, the tracker is just stuck on the same message but I was told it wasn't going to be delivered.
Hey, would you mind sharing what the tracker says? My SN has been stuck. I've gotten "presented to US customs" "located at customs", then "item into sorting centre"- and then no update for 11 days now. Ordered at the beginning of the month and I've contacted the seller.
 
Riu

Riu

Clueless
Apr 5, 2023
139
Hey, would you mind sharing what the tracker says? My SN has been stuck. I've gotten "presented to US customs" "located at customs", then "item into sorting centre"- and then no update for 11 days now. Ordered at the beginning of the month and I've contacted the seller.
In transit to next facility
 
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ForgetIExist

Student
Jan 31, 2026
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Hey, would you mind sharing what the tracker says? My SN has been stuck. I've gotten "presented to US customs" "located at customs", then "item into sorting centre"- and then no update for 11 days now. Ordered at the beginning of the month and I've contacted the seller.
Is your SN from DSL?
 
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kennex

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Apr 15, 2025
3
Sorry guys. I am new here... What is this supplier you all mentioned, "DSL"? I am in Canada and it seems impossible to find where to buy SN...if someone can tell me any reliable suppliers, it would be very helpful
 
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TheTwelthRootOfTwo

TheTwelthRootOfTwo

Uccidimi, Addesso!
Mar 16, 2026
419
I have gotten a welfare check one day after I got the tracking number, but I may have just been really unlucky. I'm curious to know if anyone else has gotten one who has ordered recently.
Oh, now that's scary. What did you tell them when they showed up?

I bought from DSL and literally just received my tracking number. I didn't bother setting up a PO Box, because they are going to know my address anyway.
Sorry guys. I am new here... What is this supplier you all mentioned, "DSL"? I am in Canada and it seems impossible to find where to buy SN...if someone can tell me any reliable suppliers, it would be very helpful
I'm sorry dear friend, but it's against the rules to outright say what DSL is. No intended disrespect toward you or anyone else, but... We don't want this guy getting shut down. Once you've made a few posts, you'll have a "search" option. There should be enough clues for you to figure out what it is.
 
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Riu

Clueless
Apr 5, 2023
139
Oh, now that's scary. What did you tell them when they showed up?

I bought from DSL and literally just received my tracking number. I didn't bother setting up a PO Box, because they are going to know my address anyway.
I was stupid and I said I didn't order anything, but of course they wouldn't come to me if they didn't already think I ordered it, so they assumed I was going to use it to harm myself but didn't do anything besides document the whole thing. I just told them I'm fine but they probably weren't listening to a thing I said.
 
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TheTwelthRootOfTwo

TheTwelthRootOfTwo

Uccidimi, Addesso!
Mar 16, 2026
419
I was stupid and I said I didn't order anything, but of course they wouldn't come to me if they didn't already think I ordered it, so they assumed I was going to use it to harm myself but didn't do anything besides document the whole thing. I just told them I'm fine but they probably weren't listening to a thing I said.
Oh my goodness I'd faint if they show up here! I'll just tell them, "If I'm not being arrested/detained, or suspected of a crime, and buying SN is not illegal, then i don't have to answer any of your questions". And then I'll thank 'em kindly to leave the premises. 😜🤪
 
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CenturiesEnd

CenturiesEnd

Member
Jun 22, 2025
31
I was stupid and I said I didn't order anything, but of course they wouldn't come to me if they didn't already think I ordered it, so they assumed I was going to use it to harm myself but didn't do anything besides document the whole thing. I just told them I'm fine but they probably weren't listening to a thing I said.
Really sorry to hear that. Everything went so smoothly for me and others I've read that I didn't really think there was a risk at all for a wellness check in the U.S.

If I could ask, did you take express delivery and did you use your real name? I'd like to know if perhaps express delivery options take a different route through customs that'd make it hard for wellness checks to occur. For me the entire package was in Ukranian and marked as 1 leather cover so it'd be pretty difficult for most customs to assume dangerous contents inside the parcel.
 
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Riu

Riu

Clueless
Apr 5, 2023
139
If I could ask, did you take express delivery and did you use your real name? I'd like to know if perhaps express delivery options take a different route through customs that'd make it hard for wellness checks to occur. For me the entire package was in Ukranian and marked as 1 leather cover so it'd be pretty difficult for most customs to assume dangerous contents inside the parcel.
Yes I paid for express and I did use my real name. I'm still wondering how they found out about the contents of the package within 24 hours of it being accepted while still in Ukraine.
 
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