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Heaven_Awaits

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Jun 5, 2024
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So I managed to get order my SN and got the money together to pay for it today.

Hoping that it arrives by early next week so I can cheerio out of this life before I see Friday next week.

Was thinking about CTB'ing by hanging but after the first failed attempt, decided to better my chances without so much pain
 
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dolemitedrums

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Jun 12, 2024
453
Order any extra? Puff puff pass bro...
 
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ADBoy777

Student
May 16, 2024
172
Must feel great to get it.
Hope I'll have SN soon too
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for, best wishes.
 
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QueerMelancholy

Mage
Jul 29, 2023
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So I managed to get order my SN and got the money together to pay for it today.

Hoping that it arrives by early next week so I can cheerio out of this life before I see Friday next week.

Was thinking about CTB'ing by hanging but after the first failed attempt, decided to better my chances without so much pain
I'm in a similar situation but I think if I fail SN hanging is my last real option.

It is exciting. I love how similar doing SN feels to ODing on pills and I've tried and failed that several times by now. Just gotta swallow it. Just gotta keep it down. It is exciting.

Good luck on your journey, all the best.
 
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Heaven_Awaits

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Jun 5, 2024
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So I managed to get order my SN and got the money together to pay for it today.

Hoping that it arrives by early next week so I can cheerio out of this life before I see Friday next week.

Was thinking about CTB'ing by hanging but after the first failed attempt, decided to better my chances without so much pain
I've been had and taken for a scam. The business registration and everything checks out but it's one of those lab supply scamsters that just got past my checks 😔

The bank will reimburse my payment but very upset about the lost time and having to go digging around again for another supplier
 
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nevermeant2b

Member
Sep 11, 2023
37
Sn Is easy to source I don't know why everyone has trouble
 
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blackwave

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May 9, 2024
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It must be such a great sense of relief when you own reliable means to leave this world and to get finally freedom
 
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DeIetedUser4739

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Apr 21, 2024
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It's all dependent on location. If it was easy, you wouldn't see so many people asking for help
It's not easy to find by just googling but at the same time you won't find the names of places in a public thread either.
 
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Heaven_Awaits

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It's not easy to find by just googling but at the same time you won't find the names of places in a public thread either.
Fair enough, and my intended supplier was obtained through a referral from a friend in pharmaceuticals but alas, he's pulled a caper.

I'm lucky enough that where I live, they're not so clued up on SN being used for CBT purposes and are happy to buy the BA story of it being for food purposes.
 
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Heaven_Awaits

Member
Jun 5, 2024
20
UPDATE - My SN is on the fucking way from my backup source!!!!!!!!

Yes! 😭
 

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ephemeralme

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Jun 16, 2024
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UPDATE - My SN is on the fucking way from my backup source!!!!!!!!

Yes! 😭
I'm glad for you! I've been looking and trying to find legit sources but it's so hard. If you or anyone else don't mind, I'd appreciate a PM with details. Thank you! I wish you peace and eternal rest.
 
EternalSummer

EternalSummer

Experienced
Nov 13, 2020
276
Hey, what are your guys feeling about the SN method? It seems some people go out extremely fast while others struggle at least an hour before they go out, does any of this concern you ?
 
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Heaven_Awaits

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Jun 5, 2024
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I'm glad for you! I've been looking and trying to find legit sources but it's so hard. If you or anyone else don't mind, I'd appreciate a PM with details. Thank you! I wish you peace and eternal rest.
Which country are you in?
Hey, what are your guys feeling about the SN method? It seems some people go out extremely fast while others struggle at least an hour before they go out, does any of this concern you ?
My SI has kicked up many notches and my pain threshold lowered since my last attempt so SN seems to be the only one that I can manage tbh
 
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hopelessly hopeful
May 8, 2024
35
some people are saying it's extremely easy in the uk some people are saying you can't even get it im so conflicted 😫
 
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Heaven_Awaits

Member
Jun 5, 2024
20
some people are saying it's extremely easy in the uk some people are saying you can't even get it im so conflicted 😫
For some, there will be run ins with scammers but if you ask/ look around here I'm sure you can find one. At least one I'm sure… I hope.
 
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hopelessly hopeful
May 8, 2024
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i hope so too but im afraid it will take too long so i might just have to stick to what i was already planning to do :( sn would be sooo much easier to just take though
 

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