The alchohol may have made me slightly melodramatic with this post. I'm sure I've brought some light to the world even if I can't see it.
I'm just concerned that I will be traced to this forum and family members will be able to read my posts is all. Haven't provided many personal details so hopefully I'll be okay.
I have a mild concern my mother may do so as she doesn't recognize let alone respect my boundaries. She'll read a lot about herself if she goes looking. She'll also see a suicide note to her and my father. I'm not sending them one as they have filters that keep them from comprehending anything I say, no matter how clearly, so perhaps they'll hear better if they actually go looking for it.
Anyhow, don't know the situation with your family, but if they don't respect your boundaries and give you your own damn space, if they are at all abusive, then you can always leave a post that speaks to them directly. You could also leave a lovely post to them if they are lovely, ask them to respect your privacy and your separateness from them, and to not read your posts as you weren't talking to them. You could bump it when and if you ctb.