That's what I meant in my post: in forums about suicide, depression, or anything related, you find plenty of men who seem to want a girl to give them pleasure before they die, or to save her and have her become their girlfriend... Those kinds of sites are also awful, because a few weeks ago I remember writing a story about being rejected and my desire to die. However, I mentioned that I hadn't done it and that it would have been stupid (to kill myself over a romantic rejection), yet they deleted it! As if I had alluded to something bad, as if I had alluded to killing a girl or something like that, when I was only trying, ironically, to raise awareness that many people experience my situation and that the ideal thing is to think clearly and not let yourself be carried away by that kind of emotional pain.
Now, I don't know what your ideal is, but I personally would be willing to commit double suicide with a girl. I base this on the ideas of Osamu Dazai, the Japanese literary concept of romantic suicide (shinju), and my motivation to leave this world with at least one final positive feeling. If you think many people will message you just because they want something with you or to save you, there's a chance some of them think like me and it's not so much that they want to save you or anything like that... I say this because I'm aware that I won't meet "the love of my life" here, but if the opportunity arises, I'll find a woman with whom I can make a pact for double suicide.