Nobbo
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- Apr 21, 2020
- 35
So Saturday I am throwing a party with my closets friends, to celebrate that we are aloud to throw small parties again (the netherlands). My parents are out of town and I'm gonna throw a party including xtc, cocaine and alcohol. My plan is to just enjoy the party to the fullest as a final goodbye, and then in the morning when I'm on my comedown and everyone is asleep or gone home, then I'm gonna sneak out to a park near my house and take a punch of caffeine pills ( I have a lot). Yes I am aware that this is not a peaceful way to go but I want that. It's part of my punishment. So I'm going to down the caffeine pills with a lot of alcohol (Vodka redbull) and some cocaine (if there is any left). Going to be one final party n then goodbye:) could I add all of my antidepressants to the mix but I doubt that would make a difference as I've tried to OD on them before n I survived
